SOMETIMES LOOKS CAN BE DECEIVING

fiction : epilogue : frictionless

2010-11-01T16:28:00.003+07:00

friction. and it suddenly pops into my head. what is friction? without it birds wont fly, cars wont go and nor will it stop. trees wont grow, fast things will never go slow, shoes wont die, kids will never cry. and if you look carefully, you'll find that friction is what made us what we are today. friction is the sole reason that we exist. when two strangers collided and the friction that caused made us what we are. friction is love. and friction is hate. friction is a form of energy. and love is energy.without friction we are ghosts. wandering aimlessly in limbo.

but there she is. like poetry. like a tornado. like an orchestra of fishes dancing in the sea. you know what i mean right? in those tv shows, where they show those sea critters floating around, damn thats pretty awesome right? and thats how i feel each time i see her. its like you cant stop watching her. you try to resist the temptation but you cant. its like eating ice cream on a blazing summer afternoon when your on a freaking diet. its that good.

anyways, thats just me. i dont know if you ever felt what i felt. im not really good with words. i treat my words like its worth a million bucks per syllable. i dont know why. part of it maybe comes from my old man.

..in utero..

the redeemer.

2010-04-20T01:07:00.001+07:00

by aea aka the fake cow

im failing like ive failed a thousand times before
feels like im turning, when im right at the door
too busy trying to be someone that im not
lost all i had, cant find what i sought

they say live your life like your dying tomorrow,
make the most of this breath that we're given to borrow,
but how can i live when all i feel is sorrow,
there's a hole in my heart, and it feels so hollow.

is there salvation for the prodigal son
is there a place where he can hide and run
roam free without bounds on his feet
feel the air in his lungs, and a heart that beats!

the past is gone what's done is done,
i never saw the signs, too busy having fun,
and now ive find myself on the run,
in a race against time,where i lost and he won.

there's no use looking back and hope to rewind,
we must march on and try not to be blind,
keep strong and weary eyed, you'll see the signs,
and carry forth all the things that were left behind.

the moon and sun they will always shine,
until the end of days of all mankind,
its never late to turn back and be,
the very best of a man you can be.

because i believe in salvation of the prodigal son,
there is a place where he will never have to hide or run,
the truth will come it's just a matter of time,
and in the hearts of men it forever will shine.

BLACK AND WHITE PHOTO CONTEST

2009-12-24T17:22:00.003+07:00

so is this it?

taken at : Bromo Volcano, Indonesia

THANKS EZZAN

just writing some writings

2009-11-27T17:09:00.004+07:00

it's really hard to write when you havent been writing for a really long while. so much has happened you dont know where to begin. i am a dead person. reborn every day. the person i am yesterday is not the same as the person i am now. and its impossible for the future me to experience the feelings the present me feels.

time moves on like an unstoppable train. i look around me and everythings changed. god, where have i been? have i fallen asleep? to see the people i know growing up, and to feel my self grow up, strikes fear in my heart. fear of uncertainty. of not knowing. because things has its way of malfunctioning at times when you need it the most.

sometimes, i feel so empty. i dont know where i belong? which place should i be? is this the life that i wanted? why cant i change? whats stopping me? am i sad? why am i smiling?

i feel so distant. so lonely in a crowd of people. what makes me sick is not that i dont know where to turn, i know its there, but im too weak to embrace it. and all i do is wait. its ironic you see, i hate waiting, but i kept on waiting.

whats next for me? are we really done? have we did the right thing today? because life(death) is just a breath away, you can never know which one is your last.

i dont know what more to say, till then, embrace it before its too late.

what should we do when...?

2009-06-12T18:18:00.004+07:00

amazing lyrics. amazing song. amazing singer. amazing band. fak.

"The Ize Of The World" by The Strokes (First Impressions of Earth)

I think I know what you mean but watch what you say
'cause they'll be tryin' to knock you down in some way
Sometimes it feels like the world is falling asleep
How do you wake someone up from inside a dream?

Your mind would wander and search for its place in the night
Your body followed this feeling like following light
Once that your music was born it followed you 'round
And then it gave your activities meaning and let you be loud

You're sad but you smile
It's not in your eyes
Your eyeballs won't change
It's the muscles around your eyes

An egg to fertilize
A pulse to stabilize
A body to deodorize
A life to scrutinize
A child to criticize
Young adults to modernize
Citizens to terrorize
Generations to desensitize

You're dreams are sweet and obsessed
And your overworked
You're overtaken by visions of being overlooked
How disappointed would D.(ead) I.(dealistic) D.(esperate) I.(nventor) P.(ioneer) P.(hilosophers)
to see such power in our hands all wasted on greed
Am I a prisoner to instincts?
Or do my thoughts just live
As free and detached
As boats to the dock?

Just like when music was born
And detached from your heart
Is your free time to free minds
Or for falling apart?

Night after night
You turn out the light
You don't fall asleep right away
"Are we... are we done?"

A desk to organize
A product to advertise
A market to monopolize
Movie stars you idolize
Leaders to scandalize
Enemies to neutralize
No time to apologize
Fury to tranquilize
Weapons to synchronize
Cities to vapor-i

TAG TIME : some names form other names which form other names

2009-06-12T17:24:00.004+07:00

1.YOUR REAL NAME:
Asyraf Elmiza Ahmad

2.WITNESS PROTECTION NAME:(mother and fathers name)
Zaleha Ahmad

3.NASCAR NAME:(first name of your mother's dad, father's dad)
Ariffin Sampur

4.STAR WARS NAME:(the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name)
Ahmas

5.DETECTIVE NAME:(favorite color, favorite animal)
Brown Bear (makan orG!!)

6.SOAP OPERA NAME:(middle name, town where you were born)
Elmiza Batu Pahat

7.SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd fav color, fav drink, add "THE" to the beginning)
The Gray Orange (dah gray, nk oren plak. haha)

8.FLY NAME:(first 2 letters of 1st name, last 2 letters of your last name)
Asad

9.ROCK STAR NAME:(pets name, current street name)
aku x penah ade pet yg ak bg name, sedih la ni, haha, pki name gitar aku la, Si Merah Mojo

10. PORN NAME: (1st pet, street you grew up on)
aku takde pet la... Karim Peserai , blasah je

11.YOUR GANGSTA NAME:(first 3 letters of real name plus "izzle")
Asyizzle

12.YOUR GOTH NAME:(black, and the name of one of your pets)
asik pet je.. xde modal la tag ni.. blasah je name gitar aku satu lagi, Black Si Putih

13. STRIPPER NAME: (name of your fav perfume, fav choc)
Happy Ritter's

14. WIZARD'S NAME: (last 3 letters of mother's name, first 3 letters of current job, first 3 letters of your zodiac sign and last 3 letters of home street's name)
Ehastuleorai

15. PIRATE'S NAME: (fav actor last name, your 'pet' name, fav actress last name, add "Captain" at the beginning)
pet lagi... kau mmg xde modal la tag.. malas dah aku..

sekian tag dari sy.
terimakasih dari jantungmaniswanita krn mentag.

sy tag:
sumua org yang ade byk pet. kalau xde pet mcm saye. x payah jawab. wat pening pale je.

I Wish I'm Alex And You're Miles

2009-05-24T22:38:00.001+07:00

The Last Shadow Puppets - Meeting Place

whoever's reading this. i am looking for someone i can get lost in the endless possibilities of music. i am looking for my miles. oh my miles where are you?

wholeheartedly

2009-05-10T04:02:00.008+07:00

this one's called wholeheartedly. dah lame x menulis. tetibe terinigin menulis. dah ade chords and solo(not a solo actually, just a sequence of notes haha). tapi blom perfect.huhu. hanahird awk komen laa,,

in a purple dress she stares at me from a distance i see
she's standing there without a care in the world maybe
but then comes a man who took her hand
and it breaks my heart for me to see

now days gone by in a red dress she glanced at me
she's sitting there with tears in her eyes tell me whats wrong baby
''he left me for another'' thats what she told me
''it's alright , i understand, would you like to be with me?''

cos i will always love you
and i will always be true
and i will never break your heart
and together we'll never be apart
whole hearted ly
yeah whole hearted ly

in a purple dress she stares at me from a distance i see
she's standing there without a care in the world maybe
but then comes a man who took her hand
and it feels so good please understand

now that man is me, with that girl you see
once together, together we'll be
once forever, forever we'll be

cos i will always love you
and i will always be true
and i will never break your heart
and together we'll never be apart
whole hearted ly
yeah whole hearted ly

every inch, every corner of my heart
and forever you'll be a part

i love myself, haha

2009-03-11T15:18:00.000+07:00

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

wahai blog. aku takde idea. tandus. (some random thoughts)

2009-02-20T15:30:00.004+07:00

if life is supposed to be a box of chocolate. are we the box or are we the chocolate?
im not making sense. sense. what is sense? can anyone define it?
in this world, who defines right or wrong? who draws the line between good and evil? what does it take for someone to be labeled good or bad? his actions? and what or who or how our actions can labeled as bad or good? God makes the rules. and we as humans his creations must follow. if we don't we shall perish in our own man-made rules.

sometimes when im bored and lonely in my room.when theres no school.nothing to do.i would just pick up my guitar and practice.and think of phrases and words.and make them into songs.but i never write them down.out of laziness i think.or maybe im just not good enough.

dreams.some say dreams give you wings.it will make you fly.i dream a lot.but i never tasted the joy of flight.i cant see no wings on my shoulder.i wonder why?

destiny? do you believe in destiny? that everything is pre-determined in book somewhere in heavens? like when walk the streets at the place that im currently in.i see beggars.children, poor people sleeping on the streets. is it their destiny to be born in poverty? those poor little children. and what am i doing here? i was born in a well fed family. have i the right to be born like this? i pray to god that these people will not suffer anymore. that someday something could be done to change the world. i pray that i will live to see that day. where we all humans have equal opportunity to change our destiny and be what we want to be.

to all tyrants, opposers, corrupters, dictators who steals and suck the blood dry out of your people. i pray you burn in hell. and i pray you will see the day when you fall on your knees and you will feel the pain you have caused. the rights you have violated. your crimes. i pray that you will see them flash in front of your eyes. and it will be too late for you to repent. i believe the truth will speak for itself someday. as long as there are people who believe in it.

these are some really random thoughts of a dreamer. just a pawn in a game of chess called life. every move i make now determines my future. every choice, every word, every sin will find me in the future. i just hope i am strong enough for whatever comes, good or bad. in the meantime all we can do is work to improve ourselves. keep chasing the rainbow.keep chasing the dream. don't stop. never stop.

to dreamers and lovers.

in the end, love prevails.
HAIL HANA

i wish i was 3 again (so i can be like quinn sullivan)

2009-01-22T22:48:00.010+07:00

videos of guitar prodigy Quinn Sullivan.
he's really good. seperti seorang eric clapton yang dimuatkan ke dalam tubuh seorang budak 6 tahun. huhu.

enuf talking. ladies and gentlemen, quinn sullivan.

with ellen degeneres, (aged 6)

tgk muke die tym dapat gitar baru.huhu.

with his band,playin the thrill is gone, (aged 7)

with one of the blues great, buddy guy,(aged 8)

singing his own song, Sing, Clap and Dance, (aged 8)

Quinn Sullivan - Sing, dance, & clap your hands
Uploaded by kiki_75

*he reminds me of paul mccartney of the beatles, with his hair like that and by the way he taps his feet, sooo beatles.huhu.

playing bb king's classic, the thrill is gone, (aged 8)

*solo mengancam,main wah wah lagi.gilosssssssssssss.....arghh. (pengsan)

madness.aku jeles.haha.aku pon tak boleh lagi main macam kau adik quinn, ko 6 tahun dah main cam eric clapton, cube kalau ko dah 18 tahun, tak tau la ape jadik.huhu.

ni info pasal quinn dari wikipedia,
-Quinn Sullivan (born 1999) is an American child prodigy guitarist known for his media appearances on the Ellen DeGeneres Show (at age 6), Fox 25 News, Boston, WBZ Boston, Fall River Celebrates America and the Apple Peach Festival in Acushnet, MA. Quinn began guitar lessons at age 3, studying with Brian Cass (Musician) of The Overclock Orchestra and Toe Jam Puppet Band. Quinn has most recently begun to write and perform his own songs in collaboration with Chris Waters, also a member of the Toe Jam Puppet Band. The first song he wrote is "Sing, Dance Clap your Hands". He is best known for his covers of Beatles and Chicago Blues songs and has already been on stage performing with Buddy Guy who he played with in April 2007. Quinn also makes a guest appearance on one track on Guy's 2008 album Skin Deep. His home is New Bedford, Massachusetts. Quinn is now working with his band "A Day in the Life". The band includes both Chris Waters and Quinn's father Terry Sullivan who also performs with the Pearly Baker Band.

semoga quinn terus berlatih dan jangan putus asa.keep practicing.and stay away from drugs.be humble.hehehe.

ok over and out. nak pegi prektis gitar nih.(takleh terima kalah dgn budak kecik,huhu)

explosions in the sky

2009-01-19T00:06:00.003+07:00

there's explosions in the sky
little baby don't you cry
cos everything's gonna be alright
people live and then they die
so there's no need for us to cry
just be strong and don't let the spirit die

maybe now we are the lovers
in this world that loves to hate
maybe now we are the hated
in return for the love we gave
it's okay for us to be strange
let us pave the way for change
yeah let us pave the way for change

so don't let them bring you down
don't let them take your crown
defend it even if you have drown
just don't let them take our crown

and someday this will all end
no more explosions in the sky
only the truth will shine
only then can we cry

in the end, love prevails,
HAIL HANA

Oh Opressors!!!!!!!!

2009-01-14T23:58:00.007+07:00

there will be time for heroes
there will be time for revenge

oh oppressors
don't you know
that your time time will come
you're gonna pay
for all the crimes you've done

well someday you will see
that someday you will fall
because there is a power
mightier than you or me
He is the Power
The Almighty

go on go on
go throw your bullets and guns
have fun while you still have the chance
for the day will come
yes the time will come
we will rise like fire in the sky
and we'll strike fear in your eyes
make you pay for your crimes

because someday you will see
that someday you will fall
because there is a power
mightier than you or me
He is the Power
The Almighty

so brothers and sisters
hold our hearts together
put faith in the Power
for He knows everything
and His words are always true
there will be light
for me and you.

bad weather

2009-01-07T06:27:00.005+07:00

woke up with blisters in my heart
we were close before we grew apart
how could we ever got to this part?
or was it even wrong from the start?

those times when it felt like a dream
so beautiful its almost unreal
am i asking too much from you
after i gave my all for you

then i say,
maybe it's just bad weather
when the sun comes up
it will all get better
maybe it's just bad weather
just let it flow
you'll make it all go, away

well i can never hear you say
those words i gave away
so often and so cheap
those promises you never keep

i know it's not always easy
to be what you can't be
but know that i'm always here
hoping that someday you'll see

then i say,
maybe it's just bad weather
when the sun comes up
it will all get better
maybe it's just bad weather
just let it flow
you'll make it all go, away

those three words you never say
you'll never make me go away
holding on to the memories
i will stay
wating for the day
i know you will see.

because maybe it's just bad weather
when the sun comes up
it will all get better
maybe it's just bad weather
just let it flow
you'll make it all go, away.

in the end, love prevails.
HAIL HANA

some things cost more than you realise

2008-12-27T02:52:00.000+07:00

radiohead - all i need

the year 2008 in photos

2008-12-27T02:38:00.001+07:00

link yg menarik, cek it out

http://www.boston.com/bigpicture/2008/12/the_year_2008_in_photographs_p.html

there was a storm.

2008-12-26T09:51:00.002+07:00

sometimes you question the choices life gave you.the cards that life hands you.you play the game.you try your best.make the best out of it.but sometimes you wonder.what did you do to deserve these choices that you have to choose? i'd rather not having a choice than having to choose and end up making the wrong choice.

wrong choices.i have made many.one of them i have made recently was deciding to choose to eat penyet at cak gendut karang menjangan.i could have opted for other penyets.but i chose cak gendut due to other penyets over crowdedness.so off we(nadhirah and i) walked to cak gendut.and we ate.and we discovered that the sambal tasted funny.masam.dah basi.but i already ate about a tonne of it.it was actually nadhirah who realized the basiness of the sambal.me, sorry to say, i am a pig of an eater, i will eat everything in my path, even sambal basi without realising it's basi until someone tells me that its basi.to make it short, the next day (hari ahad minggu lalu) as i woke up, and as a result of eating the sambal penyet basi farkenness ''cak gendut mmg gendut aku nak bom kau satu hari nanti ade ke pegi serve sambal basi takde otak ke kau cak gendut oiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii'' (emosi), there was a storm churning in my fucken gut. a storm who goes by the name of cirit-birit, diarrhea, mencret dan lain2 yang menggambarkan keadaan yang mane kite harus ke toilet 8juta kali setiap jam.yes, i got diarrhea.talk about bad timing.(nadhirahku juga turut diserang,cian hawwak)

bad timing.yepp.dah la besok start minggu exam.aku diare pulak.beaaaauuuuuutiful.but as an optimistic fool of a person, i hoped that it would only last for one day.i hoped.but sometimes there are somethings that you can never control.the 'storm' lasted for 4 days and 3 nights.oh the pain.my exams.i didn't study at all.i can't.i was weak.most of my time was spent going in out of the toiliet.vomiting also was not a pleasant experience.i cursed cak gendut (salah sendiri jgk,sape suruh makan kat tempat aneh2,). i tried to study but i fell asleep, i was so weak, i only woke up to go to the toilet.sangat2 menyeksakan.berjuta ubat telah ku telan,namun tiada efek,berbungkus2 oralit telah ku minum namun aku tetap saje penat.haih.and at the exam hall, i cant focus on the papers because of the storm in my gut.adoiii.and exam aku pon hancus, sumer paper sepanjang isnin,selasa,dan rabu hancur sumernyeee.arghhhhh, damn you cak gendut.

...........tenang.

but as of thursday morning.im all better.(bagus betul ko diare ek,dah cuti baru nak baik,aduhh).

and the feeling when i went to the toilet for the first time.

was an utter bliss.

it was sweet.

as i gave all my efforts to empty my coffers.

i can feel that i am full again.

it came out hard but it was all worth it.

sweet.

haha. best betul dapat berak normal!!!
(sorry tak tau nak cakap macamane, tapi aku betul2 bersyukur dapat berak normal balik, legaa..)

now, after the storm.i have learnt so many lessons.i have learnt to appreciate health.i have learnt to seize the time that i still have.i have learnt to be wise in my choices.and the single most important lesson, that we all should hate cak gendut and his army of sambal masam beracun.bom cak gendut!!! yah yah yah!!!

alhamdulillah.yang lepas biarkan berlalu.(but not cak gendut,haha)

arghhh... mak tak tahan nak berakkkk!!

in the end, love prevails.
HAIL HANA

my little sister!

2008-12-03T14:53:00.000+07:00

happy bday pikah sayang
ko dah 16 tahun
hehehe
semoga ko sukses slalu
syg ko

aku tak suke buat tag. tapi terpokso la.haha

2008-12-03T14:52:00.000+07:00

aku menjawab tag sebab hawakku suruh.baiklah.

1. What is the relationship of you and him/her?

''i'll be your daddy,your brother,your lover and your little boy,'' (petikan dari lagu Mr.Big - Daddy,Brother,Lover,Little Boy). maksudnye adalah i'll be everything she wants and anyone she needs.i love her without any particular reason.hail hana.

2. Your 5 impressions towards him/her.

she's the sweetest little thing.
she's strong and i admire her.
smart and witty.
she's a really hardworking person. she knows her goals. and will do anything to achieve it.
sensitive maybe? but i don't care.

3. The most memorable things he/she had done for you.

entahla.byk sangat. but there was a couple of times, when i have my hands on too many things, she helped me with that. even when she's busy. and she's willing to embrace me with all my imperfectness. hail hana.

4. The most memorable things he/she have said to you?

everyday she will never forget to tell me those magic words and how much i mean to her.

5. If he/she become your lover, you will…

be her lover.haha

6. If he/she become your enemy, you will…

seduce or should i say persuade her to being allies again.haha

7. If he/she become your lover, he has to improve his/her...

cooking skills, haha

8. If he/she become your enemy, the reason is…

we are in a play where i'm james bond and she's the sexy female villain.haha

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?

make her heart burst. be her guiding light. be good.

10. The overall impression of him/her is…

ONE

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?

''die ni hensem betul la, dah la pakai topi mase kat pizza birthday yana hari tu, fuiyoo!'' lebih kurang macam tu la gamaknye.

12. The character of you for yourself is?

moderate, tergopoh gapah, quality than quantity

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?

tergopoh gapah, wrong timing

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?

the ideal me

15. For the people who likes you, say something about them.

i want u guys to make this tag tu. tapi tukar, him yang dimaksudkan di sini adalah saye. haha. padan muke korang.

16. Ten people to tag:

pak din drebar teksi kuning batu pahat dengan ucapan '' wei pak din! utang bayar bulan depan ye!''
din beramboi dengan ucapan '' din ko hensem la, aku suke majalah ujang!''
rahim ma'arop
rahim kajai
brahim's rempah rendang instan
rahim wanita. lho koq?
mak aku dengan ucapan ''mak buat la blog, boleh kite saling mengetag!''
ajis ( sape ajis?)
najis ajis (sape ajis? die ade najis ke?)
najis adik ajis (adik ajis boleh menajis? pelik bin ajais!)

17. Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?

haha. din beramboi dengan lady d kot. yang dalam majalah ujang tu. tak pon die single lagi kot. hensem sangat.

18. Is no. 3 a male or a female?

male semale-male nya.male ye bukan e-mail.

19. If no. 7 and no. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?

eh aku sepak kang org buat tag ni. kuang ajo btol. mak sorry mak. i labiu.

20. How about no.5 and no.8?

boleh2. no 5 masuk perot no 8. aku pon nak sikit. boleh tak ajis? janganla kedekut. pastu setelah di proses dalam no 8, no 5 pon jadi la no 9. canggih siot.

21. What is no. 1 studying about?

buku panduan mngambil ujian lesen L kot. tak penah pass sebab ujian zaman skrang pakai kompiuter, pak din belum cinta IT. haha.

22. Is no. 4 single?

ntahla. cube la check status die kat friendster. dah tau bagitau aku.

23. Say something about no. 6

haha. try search kay wikipedia. uterus. tgk ape kata die. dah tau wat la post.

sekian terima kasih.sori if adae menyinggung pihak2 tertentu.semuanya fiksi2 belaka.hehe

cumi = cucah mingkem

2008-11-22T21:25:00.000+07:00

tak tau la kenape ye,
sejak kebelakangan ini, baru saya sedar
saya kalau tgh kat kelas or termenung or menonton tv or tgh fokus kat sesuatu,
pasti mulut sy akan ternganga,

memalukan.

haha.

dahla byk kali kantoi dgn budak2 kelas yang indonesian.
girls pulak tu. (hawwakku jangan mare, org lelaki tak kisah kalau member die menganga,huhu)
kalau aku tgh syok termenung tuggu dosen datang.
mesti tetibe org panggil.
''acap!'' (sambil buat gaye tutup mulut) atau mereka akan berkata ''mingkem!''
pastu saya akan menganga lagi lebih besar hasrat untuk mencover malu.
hahaha.

pastu pikir2 balik.
bukan mereka je yang notice.
manusia fanatik patung dolphin comel arina pon sering menegur kenngangaan mulutku ini.
haih.
memalukan.

tetapi,
kalau dengan hawwakku pasti tidak akan menganga.
sy juga heran.
ataupun hawwakku tak sanggup menegur?
entah la.

tetapi lagi, (kalau tak nak tetapi, tetapir pon boleh, *dengan hasrat untuk membuat kelakar)
saya tetap berterima kaseh kepada mereka yang telah menegur.
kalau tidak mungkin sudah berekor-ekor lalat maupun lipas yang telah mendirikan taman perumahan di dalam mulutku.
arigato gozaimas wahai sang-sang anti-cumi.
jasamu sentiasa ku kenang.

in the end , love prevails.
HAIL HANA

kpd awak yg mencantikkan hidup sy

2008-11-19T16:34:00.001+07:00

kpd awk yg mencantikkan hidup sy
terima kasih
syg hawwak
thanks bg baju raye for me
sweet sgt
ei sweet gle
love u thru the ages

back stabber knife twister

2008-11-15T21:29:00.000+07:00

you facilitate the lies
in the eyes of the masses
but you're a fool dressed as king
you generate the hate
in the heart of the masses
but you're a coward with a gun

and when you're sitting on a porcelain throne
just a crack will send you back
sending you down to the ground

cos you're a back stabber knife twister whoaaa (2x)

when karma has spoken
your lies will be broken
just the truth will prevail
i know you'll try to strike with no avail
i know that you will fail
yes i pray that you fail

but when you're sitting on a porcelain throne
just a crack will send you back
sending you down to the ground

cos you're a back stabber knife twister whoaaa (4x)

by: acap elmiza yang sedang mencube2 menulis

funny craps

2008-10-08T16:06:00.000+07:00

some funny videos i got from you tube. go on. laugh your arse off. haha.

the italian man who went to malta

no pork at all.

raya is here but i'm not there ( at home )

2008-09-30T18:01:00.000+07:00

waduh. waduh.

these days time seems to travel at a pace which can cause neck breaks. sheetsamagic. i blink blink. already a month of fasting. and now it's already hari raya. whoa.

whoa. whoa.

i'm actually a little excited about this year's hari raya. but not the normal euphoric im so happy i'm gonna go faint kind of excitement. nope. it's none of that. im exicitingly unexcited. i'm not saying that i'm not happy. i'm happy,for one reason that i'm still alive and i got through fasting month quite well. it's just that this year i'm not going to celebrate raya with my family. and this happens to be the first. i've never been away from home (it's where my heart is, which is not in hot hot surabaya) on hari raya. hence the excitingly unexcitedness.

waduh. waduh.

one thing that makes raya at home the best is the fact that i'm surrounded with people that knows me best. people that i'm willing to give up my vital organs for. people that i happen to love and be loved back. my family. nothing compares to the happiness and calmness that you get by being at home with mom and dad and brothers and sisters on raya morning. the togetherness is sheer beauty.

whoa. whoa.

no matter how much you pay for a meal at the most expensive restaurant, it will always remain a fact for me that home is you get the best food. especially the food that mom and aunties and uncles and cousins cooked together on the eve of raya at granma's house. ketupat, rendang, kuih lopes cicah air gula melaka, sambal kacang, dodol, wajik, serunding bla bla, you name it. we got it.
it seems that this year i'm going to miss all that. sheets.

waduh. waduh.
but all in all. i'm not sad. why? i don't know. maybe because i personally view this as a test of endurance.haha. endurance la sgt. mcm aku sorang je tak balik kampung. haha.

maybe some of you are wondering why the hell on heaven aku tak balik kampung kali ni. blame airasia. tiket mahal sangat. my mom kate duduk je kat surabaya. study. haha. and also because of the length of the holiday is too short ( 1 week je, tak sempat buat pape dah habis cuti, baik tak payah btol x?)

okla, enough with the sentimental stuff. i think i'm going to be fine. with a little help from my friends and my jantungmaniswanita, im going to be fine. haha.

akhir kata. selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin.

**btw, taun nie, tambah kurang family aku yg beraya kat kampung, abg. aja beraye kat maldives (seorang chef yg berjaya), aku plak beraya kat indon (seorang mahasiswa yang nyawa2 ikan), juge akan berkurang lah bajet makcik2 aku untuk duit raye, suke la diorang tu, dapat saving taun ni.haha.

in the end, love prevails.
HAIL HANA

kerepotan kulit

2008-09-22T19:59:00.000+07:00

OH!!! tak kusangka dah hampir 4 tahun dah aku belajar kat indon ni.
4 tahun. 1 year pre-u kat bandung and 3 years in surabaya studying pharmacy. one year left to go insya-allah amin.huhu,

dan sebagai orang yang dah lama di indonesia ni, sudah menjadi kewajiban untuk saya berkongsi about the differences that i noticed in the language, i mean, between bahasa melayu and bahasa indonesia, about some words that have the same sound but different meaning altogether, haha, mende la aku merepek ni,

(sebenarnye dah takde idea sgt nak buat post, im posting for the sake of posting, not that im a postman, no, im just a poster, no no, not a poster on the wall, but a poster who post posts on a four-poster bed, wtf? haha, merepek lagi.)

ok la, lurus ke sasaran la (straight to the point, direct translation,haha)

some words, like seronok in bahasa melayu maksud die suka, happy, bahagia, gembira, dan perasaan yang sewaktu dengannya lah kan,
but in bahasa indonesia, seronok means, suka, bahagia, happy etc. too, but in a pervertish kind of way.

example. in bahasa malaysia, one might ask '' bagaimana kadir, seronok permainan bolanya?''
and one might answer ''seronok!'' to express his/her happyness.
but in bahasa indonesia, one might use seronok like this ''bagaimana kadir, seronok permainan bolanya?'' and one might think of a different ball game, not the game of 11 men chasing one ball, but a game of balls.magnificient.

another word that i notice that also possess this kind of quality,( haha, gile la! ayat macam dalam buku farmakologi katzung la, eh, aku sebut name buku la, ajaib!) is repot.
if in bahasa malaysia pasar repot means to report, atau melaporkan.
but in bahasa indonesia repot means susah.

hence in bahasa malaysia, one might say, ''wahai kadir, berani kau menampar lututku, akn ku repot ke ibu ku, waaaa~ (nangis~)'', dengan maksud untuk melaporkan perbuatan kadir ke ibunya.
unlikewise (perosak bahasa inggeris, haha), in bahasa indonesia one might say '' wahai kadir. beraninya kamu menapar lututku, akan ku repot ke ibu ku, waaa~''. mesej yang tersampai adalah dia akan susah ke ibunya gara2 kadir telah menampar lututnya.merepek sekali.

dan jika kata repot itu sendiri ditambah imbuhan awalan dan akhiran ''ke-an'' maksud yang berbeda/berbeza akan tersampaikan.

contoh. ''akibat ditampar majidi, muka husaini mengalami kerepotan kulit,''. dan di sini mesej yang tersampai adalah kulit husaini jadi kerepot kerana ditampar majidi.
tapi kalau dalam bahasa indonesia, yang difahami adalah, husaini mengalami kesusahan kulit akibat tamparan majidi.

seterusnya adalah tiada lagi. bukan. bukan tiada lagi. bukan kata2 tiada lagi yang kumaksudkan , melainkan sudah tiada lagi kata2 yang ingin ku sampaikan. laa... bengong betulla kalian ini, bukan kata2 sudah tiada lagi. tapi tiada lagi. sudah habis. laaa, tak pham bahase betulla beruk ni, dah habis. aku dah takde idea nak tulis ape ni. pahe dok? (pahe as in paham, bukan paket hemat.)

sekian terima kasih.

minggu depan raye.
yeaaay! and not yeaaay!

yeay because raye la, sape tak suke.
not yeay because tak balik raye.
haha.

sekian sajela post yang lahir dari kepale ku yang bengong ini.
muchas gracias adios amigos pelontos (bahasa indonesia untuk botak).

in the end, love prevails.
HAIL HANA

sick song.

2008-09-20T01:04:00.002+07:00

ERIC CLAPTON - Cocaine

menganga.

IM ALWAYS LATE

2008-09-16T10:37:00.001+07:00

biar lambat asal selamat.

selamat tu selamat la.

tapi selamat ke kalau lambat?

haha.

dah banyak kali aku miss klas pasal bgn lambat.

cet cet.

kelas pukul 7 pagi.

pukul 7 pagi baru bangon.

siap2 secepat mungkin.

sampai kampus pukul 7.14 pagi, tgk pintu ruangan lecture dah tutup.

dah ade lecturer dah.

malu nak masuk,takot kene sound.

kelas pukul 9 pagi.

pukul 9 pagi baru bangon.

haih. berulang kisah 7 pagi.

kene berubah ni.

dah 3 weeks kuliah bermula.

belum ade lagi week yang aku penuh pegi lecture.

lebih-lebih lagi lecture pagi.

haih.

ayoh!

set kan hati set kan minda.

dan jangan lupe set alarm clock skali.

pasti bisa.

bisa ular sawa.

berlakunya tahi (shit happens)

2008-09-13T18:50:00.000+07:00

shit happens. at shitty times. list of some shitty things that have happened to me.

1. 1st day of ospek '08(newbies orientation) - im alone in the middle of nowhere in surabaya at 3 in the morning and im out of gas.after quite a long search,managed to find a petrol station.tried to open the seat of my super cool macam nak roboh 18 year old honda motorcycle to access the gas tank.tak boleh bukak.sebab die punye locking mechanism dah jammed.tak boleh isi minyak.how to go home? nak tak nak knela bertukang kejap sorang2 kat stesen minyak tu. haih. ''mas, ada obeng (screwdriver) gak?'' so i asked the worker. after about one and a half hour of mencungkil dan merosakkan motor sendiri, i managed to get access to the gas tank by detaching the seat of my bike.nasib baik ada obeng.kalau tak berkhemah la aku kat stesen minyak malam tu.haih.

2. 2nd day of ospek (mmg malang betul nasib aku hujung minggu tu, entahla labuu..) the next day after the stesen minyak incident, i went to ospek again.sebab tak tau nak wat ape kat bilik.i decided to go by angkot(a form of public transport here in indonesia, a modified minivan) sebab aku merajuk with my bike, tak nak bawak die lagi.hahaha, and of course because i can't precisely remember the road to get to the venue (one of my many flaws, aku susah nak ingat jalan.haih.).so aku pon tahan la sebijik angkot wk, (pahadal sebelum tu dah berapa kali nad cakap naik angkot w, amendela aku nih.) tanye kat si drebar angkot tu, ''mas, ini bisa ke gwk(nama landmark nak ke venue ospek) gak?'' he said ''yahuuuuuuu!!!''( actually he just said ''yes'', takde kejer drebar angkut nak jerit2). dalam angkut tu dah la mcam sardin.di sela2 kesardinan itu aku menoleh ke luar jendela. lain macam je jalan die. aku sesat. konfem. tapi tadi si drebar tu cakap pegi gwk. ataupun die pekak, die ingat aku tanye die ''mas ini angkut wk?'', tu la pasal die cakap ye. haih. aku terus berhenti setelah hampir sejam jadi sardin.punye la lame aku nak sedar aku sesat. last2 pegi naik teksi je. kambing betul.

3. aku penah bakar rumah aku waktu aku kecik2 dulu.haha.

4. pecahkan skrin laptop oki.dengan tidak sengaja ok. tersenggol sikit je. skrin langsung pecah dgn ekstrim. sangat shit. kene ganti laptop baru. punah harapan nak beli hp baru.huhu,

5. this one time, waktu aku tgh nak parking kat tempat parking kampus, aku terpress minyak motor yang dalam position 1st gear. terlanggar motor kat depan aku, motor die masuk longkang besar. bahagian depan jela. nasib baik bukan the whole freaking bike. kalau tak karam la moto tu di dasar longkang.haha. n nasib baik takde kerosakan di motor tersebut, cume mudguard die pecah sket yang menurut sang pemilik motor mmg dah sedia pecah. im so goddamn lucky.haha.

6. on a bus, kl-bp journey - tiket banyak dah habis.sbb beli on the spot before balik.so i had to go on this crappy bus. just a few people on board.nak dijadikan kisah adela sorang pakcik tue pembohong ni.tgh sedap2 aku melayan blues sorang2. tibe2 die duduk kat seat seberang aku. borak2. he seemed kinda nice at first. and interesting. sebab die nampak macam slekeh a.k.a mcm traveler yg wise, haha. and i liked his shoes. the kind of shoes that you won't find in malls. a pair of leather boots. ragged and dirty. haha. tibeh je. okla mule2 die borak2 la. antara yang aku paling ingat die cakap kalau aku tinggal kat asrama mesti aku jadik mangse orang2 gay. aku gelak2 jela. padahal dalam hati dah menyumpah2 dah pakcik tu. ok2. nak dijadikan cerita. die tetiba puji2 jam tgn aku. (jam swatch murah je, tapi time tu bagi aku yang masih muda belia, rm250 tu mahal ok,) die suruh aku bukak. die nak usha. aku mule2 tak nak bagi la. tapi die dok merayu2. aku pon termakan pujukannya dan jatuh ke rangkulannya.haha. ok2, pastu aku pon bagila die tgk. die cakap jam tu gempak la, berat la, ori la, ape kejadah lagi ntah. aku pon ye kan je la. die tanye harga, aku cakap org bg. pastu die bg jam tu balik kat aku. dan meninggalkan aku.kejap je la.tak lama kemudian die dtg balik.die mintak lagi jam aku.aku pon bagi(buduh btol la,huhu) ckp die nak pinjam jam aku.aku ckp tak nak la.pastu tibe2 die bg aku cincin emas, suruh bagi kat mak. aku ckp taknak la. die ckp die nak tukar cincin tu dgn jam aku. die kate die nak pinjam jam tu kejap je. cincin tu sbg cagaran. die ckp kalau aku nak balik jam aku, dtg je stesen bas petang2, die ade. die pinjam kejap je jam tu. aku pon termakan pujukan die. after a week aku pon pegi la cari die kat stesen bas. tak jmpe. a few weeks after that.cari lagi die.no sign of him. aku pon malas dah nak layan die, aku pon jual la cincin tu kat kedai emas. dapat rm150 je. haih.

**tu jelah antara kisah menarik hidupku ini.haha.moral of the story berhati2lah dan selalu lah berfikir sebelum bertindak.jangan jadi macam diriku ini yang sangat hanky panky dory tergopoh tergapah terpapah papah. haha,

mbekkkkkkkk mbeekkkk mbekkk kambingku bernyanyi~ (dengan irama lagu kereta kecilku)

oh btw ade bad news, ari tu aku pegi kedai gitar, dengan harapan untuk mentry si merah gitar epiphone impian ku, (thanks to miss hird krn memberi saran hari itu,hehe) , tapi ternyata gitar tersebut, mengalami kerosakan. neck pick-up die tak berfungsi. aku kecewa.haha. so aku pon skrg dah bertukar target gitar nak beli. gitar murah je. it's either squire of cort. i think im goin for cort. sbb die lagi murah but the quality is better, according to the mas at the shop. huhu.

all in all, all is good. enjoy life. fasting makes things go faster.

in the end , love prevails.
HAIL HANA

SUMPAH PANAS BANGAT

2008-09-06T22:23:00.000+07:00

surabaya.oh surabaya.your suns stings my skin.im afraid to go out.i fear of ruining my complexion.hahaha,

sumpah, surabaya semakin lame semakin panas.giler.kol 10pg suhu dah mencapai 45 darjah celcius (kat termometer rosak la,haha) tapi pokoknya mmg panas cam bontot anjing la.kadang2 (selalu kot?haha) nak kuar pegi kuliah pon malas.kan best kalau ade jalan berbumbung dari rumah aku pergi kampus.mesti aku bertambah rajin pegi kelas (yakin ke kamu akn rajin asyraf?).hahaha,

dah la puase, *cobaan*

oh selamat berpuasa! belum wish lagi. semoga ramadan kali ini membawa berkah ke kehidupan kite, amin.

ermm.. pasal besday party aku, yang dah lame aku cakap ak cerita. haaa.. hari tu, nadhirah with some help from her friends, telah berjaya membuat besday party untuk aku di pizza hut galaxy.hehe, thanks to sumer yang datang. tak penah org wat besday perty sy, time kecik2 penah la. huhu. erharu sgt2.

dapat adiah, alrm clock from ezy n huda, fren bg cactus yg ganas dan berduri (i named 'em bronco spikus, yeah!), pastu dapat soft toys from oki n teah n syamir. thanks sumer.tak penah dapat byk present mcm ni seumur hidupku.daku amat berterima kasih.

and thanks hana hird for making all this happen. love u.

btw as on today, we're 1 year and 3months and counting on and on.hehehe.

love you because of who you are.

in the end,love prevails.
HAIL HANA

ERIC CLAPTON YANG DEWA

2008-08-27T15:03:00.001+07:00

eric clapton.is eric clapton.second to none.
check out the solo on 2.57, berdiri bulu kuduk aku,haha,

ERIC CLAPTON- Layla (Live)

wah. hebat. (TERNGANGA)

btw,blog ak dah ade sedikit pertambahan, ade links to other bloggers, ade hit counter and ade indicator viewers yg tgh view blog ni, best la.
nad yang buatkan.hehe.thanks awak! really appreciate it.hehe.

hehehe.ok la,
nanti nak post lagi. nak cite pasal surprise bday party aku yang best itu.
thanks to hana and friends.

in the end , love prevails.
HAIL HANA

I GOT A LEGACY ACOUSTIC GUITAR!!

2008-08-24T15:21:00.000+07:00

hari tu besday saye, pastu oki belikan sy soft toy bentuk bola sepak yang besar gile, dah hepi dah time tu, hehehe, dah lame dah besday sy tak dapat hadiah dri member,huhu.
n last year hanahird gave me a pair of la coste shoes, i love it, but it was a lil big, tu ponn sbb sy salah pilih saiz,huhu, sori baby,!
but this year, im sooo happy!
i got a new guitar!
oh, hepi sgt2!
gedik gle,haha

someone special gave it to me!
my hana!

best2 dapat gitar baru,,
like a dream come true, im soo heppi!!!!
euphoriaaaa!
oh oh oh oh!
im gonna rule the world with it, hehehe,,
melebih plak,haha,

im gona take care of it btol2, i pomis.
syg hana anyak2
hahaha,,

ok2, nak cite pasal gitar tu,
it's a made in china guitar,
it sounds good, bright with a reasonable resonance,
it has no cut aways, (bentuk gitar standard je,)
i like it!
ohhhh, the colour is light brown, really light brown, whitish brown,
cume strings die kurang best, the strings are a bit rusty, maybe due to being displayed too long,
its okay, gonna change the strings,
all in all, best nye dapat gitar!!
thanks awak!
oh hepinye!

in the end, love prevails.
HAIL HANA

MAHASISWA MALAYSIA DIPANCUNG TEMAN SENDIRI **some parts of this post contain violence and gore, read with your own risk.

2008-08-21T11:01:00.000+07:00

SURABAYA, 19 OGOS - sari berita terkini.seorang mahasiswa malaysia yang macho dan karismatik dijumpai tidak berhelmet kerana helmetnya dipancung teman sendiri. hehehe, joking2. mesti dah cuak kan bace title post ni, hahaha. kene tipu! korang kene tipu! wohooooo!!!! hehehe. sebenarnya, aku adela satu mende nak cite ni. pasal kebodohan diriku jugak. huhu,

camni cite die,(pendek je cite ni, tak panjang pon, gerenti tak penat bace,huhu)
ok, camni2,

satu hari tu (19 Ogos 2008), aku pegi la umah si ismail dan rakan2 untuk study for tomorrow's (20 Ogos 2008) paper, mikrobiologi n parasitologi.so nak dijadikan cerita, sesampainye dirumah ismail, diriku disambut hangat (cheh! perasan tol) oleh suara merdu bak penyanyi hindustan milik thilagamalar a.k.a thila. aku pon heran la kenape die semangat sangat panggil2 aku. rupe2nye aku baru teringat yang die nak mintak tolong aku setting balik MP3 player Sony die, sbb dulu pon aku ade model yg mcm die punye. Oh, karena itu la die begitu hangat menyambut diriku ini. ingatkan die kagum dengan kemachoan aku yang berlipat ganda sejak kebelakangan ini.tibeh je.haha, ok ok ok, so lebih kurang camni la dialog nye,

Asyraf : eh thila watpe kat sini?
Thila : oh wat proposal PBL. acap, ni ha mp3 player nye, tlg ek. (menghulurkan mp3 tersebut)
Asyraf: oh terima kasih. (amik mp3 dengan macho nye, dengan pantas tanpa bertanya ape2 disebabkan kekonfidenan yang melampau, aku langsung memformat mp3 itu.)
Thila : (muke terkejut macam baru lepas kene sepak 70kali tanpa warning dari sebarang arah pon), acap, u format ke?
Asyraf: (masih belum menyedari ape yang telah dilakukan oleh dirinya) kenapa thila? ni dah ok ni, boleh main lagu nanti,
Thila : ......................
Asyraf: (dalam hati,''pesal minah ni?, tadi suruh aku repair, dah repair bkn nye heppi, malah kok diam je,'') kenape ni thila?
Thila : (terus menghala ke sofa, duduk terdiam) ........
Asyraf: (baru menyedari kerosakan yang telah dilakukan) oh my god!!!! proposal you ke dalam td? oh noooooo! i killed my brotherrr!(saje2 tambah, bg dramatik sket,hehe)

so dalam satu detik, usaha thila selama berminggu2 pon lenyap kerana kegopohan aku.hahaha.fyi thila langsung takde wat back-up copy utk kerja die tu, appa daaa.nasib baik before tu amir ade tolong edit die punye proposal tu dalam laptop die n amir sempat save.nasib baik btol.kalau tak mesti besoknye kua berita kat Jawa Pos ''MAHASISWA MALAYSIA DIPANCUNG TEMAN SENDIRI''. haha.

pastu aku pon minta maaf la thila.aku cakap kat die, if u need anything, call je.aku sanggup jadi hamba ko lima bulan berturut2.huhu.rase bersalah gile aku time tu.hahaha.haih.nasib baik btol.

moral: jangan terlalu menggelabah kalau ingin menformat sesuatu, tanye dulu sebelum beraksi.haha.'n buat lah back-up copy for all your important stuffs, siape tau bile2 je bende mcm
ni boleh terjadi,huhu, klaka2.

ok adios amigos terabos.

in the end,love prevails.
HAIL HANA

my birthday wishlist, haha

2008-08-21T09:10:00.000+07:00

Disebabkan semalam adalah birthday sy yang ke 21, sy akan menyenaraikan bende yg sy nak for my birthday, my wishlist org puteh kate,, huhu,

1.aku mau sebijik gitar karen Gibson 1960's L6-S, tapi gitar ni dah x dibuat lagi (stopped production), aku suke gitar ni sebab johnny borrell razorlight pakai gitar ni,hahaha.selain itu bentuk die macam les paul, tapi die bukan les paul.lagi kenape aku suke gitar ni sebab die seksi.

Gibson L6-S punye iklan, dengan carlos santana sbg endorser die.seksi kan.gitar yg seksi ye,bukan carlos santana.

2. erm.takpun kalau tak dapat Gibson L6-S pon tak pe la, sebab status vintagenye itu mungkin menyebabkan susah nak jumpe, aku nak gitar murah je la. Epiphone LP Special II.

LP Special II, gitar untuk beginner seperti saya.

3. ermm. ape lagi ek. i want world peace.hehehe.nak sehat dan berazam menjadi orang yang berguna.

tu jela kot. yang lain2 tu tak banyak je, nak hp baru, nak iPod, tapi kalau dapat 3 mende alah di atas tu alangkah indahnye bday ku ini.hehehe

ermmm, ape lagi ek, ermm. ah! aku nak ucap time kasih kat sumer org yang wish, baby Naddy ku, my mom n family, member2, mael, oki, amer, sumer la.huhu.thanks kat oki byk sbb bagi aku soft toy berbentuk bola sepak yang besar itu.aku akan memanfaatkannya oki.jangan kau risau.aku akan berlatih selalu dgn bola itu.hahaha..

RINDU HAPPY BLESSED

hehe. itu jela kot for now.

in the end, love prevails.
HAIL HANA

we had everything

2008-08-21T08:57:00.000+07:00

there was once a time when we had everything
we are the romantic kings and queens
of our own world in our dreams
we had the love we had everything

all seems alright and beautiful
the touches were warm and bountiful
oh how we were such fools
for believing in something so beautiful

then there was a crack in our throne
a crack so deep it became a hole

oh
how could lose it
how could we lose everything
when we had everything
everything

dah takde idea dah nak sambung, hahaha,
ape pasal la aku suke sangat tulis bende2 tak berfaedah camni?huhu,
hairan sy,

oh my god! esok 20 ogos!

2008-08-19T21:33:00.000+07:00

esok 20 ogos!
20 ogos besok!
ogos 20 esok!
keesokan harinya 20 ogos!
hari esok 20 ogos!
besok hari 20 ogos!
keogossan keesokan 20 hari!
berlalu 20 hari dalam ogos besok!
besok 20 ogos!
wah wah wah!

viva la vida

2008-08-19T21:02:00.000+07:00

"Viva La Vida"
by Coldplay

I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own

I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
"Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!"

One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand

I hear Jerusalem bells are ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror, my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field

For some reason I can't explain
Once you go there was never
Never an honest word
And that was when I ruled the world

It was the wicked and wild wind
Blew down the doors to let me in
Shattered windows and the sound of drums
People couldn't believe what I'd become

Revolutionaries wait
For my head on a silver plate
Just a puppet on a lonely string
Oh who would ever want to be king?

I hear Jerusalem bells are ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror, my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field

For some reason I can't explain
I know Saint Peter won't call my name
Never an honest word
But that was when I ruled the world

I hear Jerusalem bells are ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror, my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field

For some reason I can't explain
I know Saint Peter won't call my name
Never an honest word
But that was when I ruled the world

this song carries a strong message, deep, intense and beautiful.it tells that u can have everything and own all the power in this world, but at the end of the day, it all comes with a hefty price.this song is perfect.i wish i could write something like this.but at the end of the day, the truth remains, im not chris martin.hahaha,,

chris martin rocks!

*saint peter according to christian belief is the bearer of the key to the ''kingdom of heaven''.

dan aku adalah seorang muslim dan aku tak percaya semua itu.hahaha, i just appreciate this song for it's universal message.that's it.tq.

i am in a relentless pursuit of boredomness

2008-08-12T20:30:00.000+07:00

location: karang menjangan 1, surabaya.
mood : hopeful

not much is happening these days
there's not much to do so there's not much to say
staring into a blank television screen
i think of places that i could have been
i think of the chances that i lost
all my hopes and dreams
but they say, a door opens when another closes
it's okay i'll take my chances
win or lose thats just a part of this game.

sekarang ni tgh remedials.ujian perbaikan org indonesia kate.repair marks aku yang dapat teruk exam finals aritu.huhu.sape suruh malas blaja kan dah kene balik awal.huhu.

takpe la.its okay asyraf.kamu bisa.pikirkan kamu bisa.kebisaan kamu itu sentiasa membisakan.bisa ular.aduh sakit aku digigit!

kah kah kah,

tau tak malam hari tu aku busan, takleh tido sbb kunun2 nak stadi la utk exam, tapi bkn stadi pon, berangan je byk,(aku suke berangan kalau duduk sorang2,haha, mat jenin sungguh, seb baik takde pokok klape sgt kat surabaya ni, kalau tak habes dah aku panjat, haha, klaka la aku nih), ok2, sambung cerita. tgh berangan2 aku pon tiba2 ter fikir satu ayat,
Leon stepped aside, (actualy aku terbace ayat ni kat novel atonement,haha)

pastu tetibe ade cam satu melodi dlm kepale ni. aku pon amek pen dan kertas. tulis ayat leon stepped aside tu,

pastu ni la jadinya.

Leon stepped aside, to let him pass through,
and i just stared, just watching him do the things that he do,
'oh,this is not the end,'he said, oh, this is so far away from through,
so brace yourselves my lads, this is going to be bad,
it's going t be bad.

'cause what you see ain't what you get,
and the things you lose are the things you never had,
cos now it's time, to get out of your bed,
and right the wrongs, that's inside you head.

now the sheets are dirty, and the air is hazy,
oh this is what you get, when you forget,
when the minds get lazy, the heads go crazy,
but still there is time, there's still time to rewind.

the dawn is coming, its early morning,
we forgive and then, we forget,
but time won't heal, no time won't seal,
the things that we lost, and the things that we never had,

'cause what you see ain't what you get,
and the things you lose are the things you never had,
cos now it's time, to get out of your bed,
and right the wrongs, that's inside you head.

habes~

entah la ape la yg aku cube sampaikan.haha, pokoknye, sesal dahulu pendapatan sesal kemudian tidak bergune.hehehe.

RINDU

in the end, love prevails.
HAIL HANA

unfinished

2008-07-21T14:50:00.000+07:00

someone took her heart away
and she was left with no soul
she's just a girl all alone
and when she pickup n dialed the phone
there's no dialing tone
maybe what she needs is a microphone
cos she's all alone

she always thinks of him
like the way she thinks of him
but he never had the things
she wanted from him
she's dizzy from all the running
just dizzy from all the spinning
n she's all alone

oh this relationship
what should we call it
this broken sinking ship
can anyone save it?

holding hands but breaking hearts
this love just tears you apart
everything's perfect and all is fine
but you wonder are you living a lie?
too late to go back and rewind
when you have crossed the line
and you're all alone

she always thinks of him
like the way she thinks of him
but he never had the things
she wanted from him
she's dizzy from all the running
just dizzy from all the spinning
n she's all alone

oh this relationship
what should we call it
this broken sinking ship
can anyone save it?

time passes by like raindrops on empty rooftops

2008-07-15T22:17:00.000+07:00

morning ray of sun awakens me
a sense of excitement elates me
a new day to the same tragedy
like a broken bone though i feel
but i know this ache is never real
just a test of virtue they say
some time to find a way
to a distance light years away
that the journey seem like a play
and as i look into the sky once blue
my thoughts flew back to you
i think of your pretty eyes of blue
like the once skies of blue
and as if you were near
i can smell your warmness so dear
and my thoughts become clear
so i stood up and ran
this journey must not end
until i have found what is lost
though sometimes i hear a voice
what if it this journey goes on forever?
would you fight for what is dear?
i guess there is no such answer
for there is no such thing
as forever.

i'm dead bored.seriously, so bored i'd rather be dead.then again, if i'm dead i would have wished that i'm alive because being dead is boring too.then i would be saying things like '' damn, i'm alive bored,'' instead of i'm dead bored because i'm already dead.that just proves human beings are merely animals who doesn't know what they really want.

time passes by like raindrops on empty rooftops.so loud and clear.yet so subtle that you can't hear.unless you listen carefully.

i dont know.entahla.
goodnite everyone.

in the end, love prevails.
HAIL HANA

blog aku ade lagu! yea!

2008-07-13T02:08:00.003+07:00

ni ha playlist aku, kickin' it old school, 60's,70's,80's rock n' roll,, yeah!

1. walkin' on sunshine by katrina and the waves
2. a well respected man by the kinks
3. lola by the kinks
4. you really got me by the kinks
5. wish you were here by pink floyd (this song's like a drug, i go high!)
6. i get around by the beach boys
7. wouldn't it be nice by the beach boys
8. god only knows by the beach boys
9. the seeker by the who
10. behind blue eyes by the who (the who yang buat lagu ni bukan limp bizkit ye, limp bizkit cover je)
11. brown sugar by the rolling stones
12. honky tonk by the rolling stones
13. yesterday by the beatles
14. yellow submarine by the beatles
15. help by the beatles
16. hey jude by the beatles
17. live and let die by guns n' roses (mcm rosak je,x sure)
18. paradise city by guns n' roses
19. dont cry by guns n' roses (yg ni pon cm rosak je,xleh play)
20. knockin' on heaven's door by guns n' roses
21. sweet child of mine by guns n' roses (check out the video, axl rose's hot! haha, gay gile aku)
22. dream on by aerosmith
23. sweet emotion by aerosmith
24. jaded by aerosmith
25. stairway to heaven by led zeppelin (best solo ever!)
26. rising force by yngwie malmsteen

byk gile kan lagu2?
hahaha..

aku byk wat salah.nak mintak maaf byk2.ajal maut di tangan Tuhan.

yeah, HANAHIRD i miss you too.deeply.
sorry for being so sombong on the past few days, tak sedar.cowiiii.

in the end,love prevails.
HAIL HANA!

unfinished

2008-07-12T23:18:00.000+07:00

uh baru ingat dulu aku pernah kene tag!

2008-06-27T15:01:00.000+07:00

gambar yang berjudul secret ambush.hayatilah.

ah ah ah asyik2 asyik2nya bercintaaaaaa (macam lagi dangdut amelina yang pernah populer satu masa dulu, huhuuuu)
tapi ni ah lain.
ni ah sudah lame kene tag.
ah tapi skarang baru nak buat.
ah cowiii buat yang mengetag.
hahaha.
ah ah.
ah cukuplah.
ah.ah tak tahann.
ahahahaa..

1.sy rase sy tak aneh.aneh tak?
2.sy suke bau tgn sy.tak leh stop.cet cet! bad habit yg tak terbendung.
3.sy rase sy ni hensem la.hahahaha
4.sy agak bingung nak tulis ape lagi.hmmm
5.sy tak leh mkn jambu air banyak2 nanti kegatalan.
6.sy seorang pemalu yang tak tau malu
7.sy rase sy akan jadi terkenal satu hari nanti.kah kah kah

tula bende2 aneh pasal sy.aneh tak? cam tak aneh sgt je. haih.
nak wish bdayla.
untuk ezy. ezy baik.
so blanje la ape lagik.kah kah kah.

entahla pening sebenarnya nak cite ape.

in the end, the end has no end.
hahaha..
HAHAHAIL HAHAHANA!
hahaha.

(klaka kan sy? uhuhuh,)

my influences my muses my inspiration

2008-06-22T12:23:00.000+07:00

i have a silent dream.so silent i dont know if it will ever come true.this dream is like an icberg inside of me.i can only feel the tip, but i dont know how to start from the bottom.its like a volcano inside of me.sitting silently.motionless.so subtle no one can feel it.waiting to explode.its like dream in a dream.where you dream of waking up from a dream only to wake up again feeling sick and confused and scared.and you realize its just a dream.but i dont want this dream to be forever silent.i want to give a voice to it.so it can speak.i want to give legs and bones to it.so it can run and walk and climb.in the end,i guess it is all up to me.and a matter of time.waiting for the last day of magic.

arctic monkeys
the libertines
the strokes
razorlight
guns and roses
nirvana
steve vai
yngwie malmsteen
franz ferdinand
bloc party
mitch albom
stephen king
vernon god little

and last but not least, a word of wisdom from the wisdomless, ''the more you read the smarter you are going to be my friends.read books.good looks.fish hook.''

in the end love prevails.
HAIL HANA.

this room smells of you

2008-06-22T12:00:00.000+07:00

does she know how her voice affects me
so subtle like a tragedy
im a bird being set free
the sight of her makes me happy

and even if somehow im blown to smithereens
i don't mind as long as she's with me
my thoughts are always happy
and at eternal peace will it be

i wonder if she ever remembers me
in the cold nights of january
i met her coincidently
from the backpages of a dream

this love is hell for me
but i know that i am happy
from the smile you show
and time stops to a slow

oh this love is hell for me
but i know that i am happy
for i know that if i die
heaven awaits for me

this room it smells of you
and i am a bird being set free
for this room smells of you
and it smells good like perfume

as i fall from this hill
i just know that this will
become a moment that will
change the course of my history

for this room smells of you
and that smell is what i long for
from you that im longing for
and for you i would die for

and this room smells of you
everything reminds me of you
because this room smells of you
and i don't know what to do

ADUH, SAKITNYE PINGGANG!

2008-06-15T21:19:00.000+07:00

Begitulah gamaknye.sewaktu post ini ditaip saya sedang mengalami post-traumatic chronic sakitis kepinggangkelistis.hebat kan name condition yang sedang dialami oleh diriku ini.ni semuanya akibat bermain sepak bola (bola sepak) petang tadi.setelah mempamerkan aksi mempersona ala2 wesley sneijder, (giler la saya ni perasan sungguh, tapi betul kot,saya rase saya tak perasan, opss! dah perasan kuase dua ni, ok ok i better stop) saya pon keletihan.sampai sakit pinggang.aduh aduh.selain itu saya juga mengalami bebrapa musibah yang beruntun minggu ini.berikut disenaraikan beberapa tragedi jun yang telah dialami saya:

(disusun berdasarkan darjah keparahan,paling parah diatas)
1.merosakkan lcd laptop syukri (teman saya) dan kos perbaikan mencapai rm2000.
2.henfon rosak secara mendadak.hantar bengkel 2 minit je ok.sampai rumah rosak balik.
3.tersalah beli amplifier guitar yang dikirim abg eri.
4.ermm.. ape lagi ek. dah lah tu kot.hahaha macam banyak sangat je sampai nak senarai2.

begini story die,,
ni pasal tersalah beli amplifier ni.haaa.. macam ni.. tak lama dulu abang kandungku yang bernama eri menyuruh aku membelikan roland micro cube.yaitu sebuah amplifier gitar karen yang super hebat.saya pon dengan konfidennye kate kat indon ade.so saya pon belilah.rupe2nya saya tersalah beli.saya beli roland cube 15x.bukan micro cube.aduh lah roland ni pon.bagi la name bunyi jauh2 sikit.ni dekat2 same je.konfius aku.nasib baik abg eri kate takpe pakai je.nasib baik.haduh2.ni yang rase nak saman roland nih.cessss......

roland cube 15x : amp yang saya tersalah beli,canggih kan?

roland micro cube : amplifier yang sepatutnya dibeli.cet cet cet!

habis pasal salah beli amp nih pulak pasal handphone saya yang suke membuat kelakar.pandai jugak la die buat kelakar sebenarnye.nice lah.not bad.kadang ketawe gak la.tapi hari tu die tetibe rosak.saya pon rase tu tak kelakar.saya pon hantar la pegi repair.setelah sehari di kedai repair.saya pon pegi la mengambil beliau si handphone yang kelakar itu.oh! die masih kelakar! betapa gembiranya saya.terase seperti di atas bulan.oh oh oh! namun setibanya di rumah.die kembali tidak kelakar.bengang betol.kelakar kat kedai je.sampai hati handphone tu buat camni kat saya.kesian saya.rase sedih macam seperti di atas bulan mengetahui ternyata bulan berkawah2 tidak seindah yang diharapkan....huuuuuu... sia2 je antar repair....

ok2 sudah2lah pasal handphone.ni lagi suweyyyy punye cerita.suweyyy bergandalah.suwey bangettttsssss.. yeah yeah! tak pasal2 terbang melayang rm2000 kene repair laptop syukri(belum repair lagi sebenarnya, actual cost belum tau,tapi hari tu tanya kedai almost rm 2000).haduhhh.. begini kisahnya, hari tu hari isnin, saya tak pegi kelas pagi.plan nak siapkan report.pastu saya pon pergi ke bilik syukri untuk mengambil contoh report.dalam bilik syukri ada adik die yang sedang tidur.si syukri dah pergi ke kelas.so saya pon masuk la.pekkk! eh eh ade laptop kat lantai.fuh nasib baik tersenggol slow je.tapi saya rase tak sedap hati.saya pon cek la laptop itu.adik syukri masih dibuai mimpi.eh! alamak skrin die nampak lain macam la.oh shiteeeee! retak laaa.. aduh cane ni. saya pon letak balik laptop. dan balik ke bilik. try tido kejap.huhuhu. pastu setelah 30minit tertidur, saya pon berfikir, eh tadi mimpi ke? pastu dengan berhati2 saya ke bilik syukri.cek laptop.oh nooo!! masih retakk..... ... .. argh! ingatkan mimpi tadi.cett. saya pon binngun kejap nak bagitau syukri ke tak.takde orang nampak saya terpecahkan laptop die.adik die pon tidur lagi.baik buat-buat tak tau je.frame je si adik syukritu.sumbat laptop tu bawah badan die ke ape.hahaha.. tapi sebagai manusia yang bersivik dan mementingkan sopan-santun, saya pon mengambil keputusan untuk meng'sms' si syukri untuk menceritakan apa yang terjadi.haduii.. cek kat kedai compaq, harga repair 5.35 juta.rupiah.hehehe.almost rm2000.itulah harga sebuah kejujuran. haish. suwey sungguh.

"habis gelap datanglah terang."

oklah cukuplah rasenye menceritakan musibah2 yang melanda diriku ini.nak wat camne.haish.nasib badan.okla dari sakit ke ape ke.alhamdulillah saya masih sihat.optimis je la.huhuhu. abahku pon tak marah sangat.nasib baik.kalau tak habislah saya bagaikan kera dipanggang api.haha.. peribahasa ape la yang saya lontarkan ini.sangat sangat.tak masuk akal sehat.OPTIMIS SAMPAI AKHIR.yeah!

sekejap je rasenye.dah nak final exam dah.mid term hari tu macam baru je rasenye.kene score niyh.hari tu punye marks dah hancur.haduh.malas betul nak blaja.kan best kalau jadi kambing.hahaha.. tak habis2 dengan kekambingan berjanguttan.

sesungguhnya dah setahun 060607.dah setahun dah.hahaha.. kejap je. lebih dari seratus malam telah ku lewati bersamamu.. ceh.. puitis romantis betul saya ni.happy!

anyways,pray for our success.may all of us get what we deserve.may all of us touch our dreams.someday.its just a matter of time.keep fighting.chayo! yeah!

in the end,love prevails.
HAIL HANA

andaikan aku seekor kambing

2008-05-20T15:22:00.000+07:00

kambing gurun yang hensem.bagi yang tak tau rupe kambing.this is it.

andaikan aku seekor kambing.mesti best kan?.hari2 makan free.sedap je mengunyah rumput yang kaya klorofil dan selulosa itu.dan jika nak melepaskan tinja atau me'nyah' tinja merata pon takde sape dari bangseku(kambing bkn orang ye,jangan nk perasan!!) nak marah.paling pon diorang mengembek.pastu mesti aku dah tak perlu menggunakan khidmat toilet awam lagi.zaman sekarang ni ape nak jadi ntah, nak me'nyah' tinja pon kene bayar.mesti best kunyah rumput yang kaye selulosa itu.fuiyooo... meleleh air liur aku membayangkannya...... *drool* keje aku hari2 adalah makan tidur dan me'nyah' tinja. best wooo..
dan bile naluri aku mengatakan 'iya!' aku dan spesiesku akan bereproduksi! oh indahnya! sangatlah romantik menjadi pasangan kambing yang berguling2 di kandang ataupun bagi kambing2 yang bebas, berguling-guling di padang rumput hijau! indah sekaliii... macam film hindustan tapi berbahasa dan berpelakon kambing.indah sekali.indah dua dan juga berkali-kali ku katakan.

mbeeekkkkk...

jujur saja.honestly.discheiven hott(konon2 bahase jerman la untuk 'jujur saja', jadilakan bunyi die ala2 jerman,tapi jangan la dipraktikkan dalam urusan rasmi ye,) it's been so quite not so long ago but it is long considering the amount of time in the interval between the last time since saya menulis post untuk blog yang hipnotis ini.so saya pon ketandusan idea nak buat post.tapi rasanya dah lama jugak saya ingin menjadi kambing.so perenggan di atas ditujukan buat diri kecilku di dalam hati yang selama ini ingin mejadi kambing.semoga beliau tidak mengembek lagi.

sudah2.jadi normal balik.pap pap pap....

dah normal dah.ni ha dah lame dah tak tulis blog nih.haduh banyak dah insiden2 menarik yang berlaku tapi tak sempat di abadikan dalam blog ini.my last post was on the eve of my kimia sintesis exam yang saya demam tu, sekarang nih, exam dah pon abes, result nye pon dah keluar.seperti biase orang genius yang perasan die idiot seperti saya(perasan gile! urgh! jangan muntah ye!) berjaya mendapat hasil yang memberangsangkan sehingga saya semakin terangsang untuk terus belajar lebih gigih lagi(lebih gigih sebab result terok sebenarnye, haha,).yah yah yah! tengah semangat nih! ayoh! ayoh! pap pap pap! tidoo!

ok dah bangun.(pemende la yang aku merepek ni, malu kalau abah aku tau aku wat blog camni, haha,tapi aku tahu di hati kecilnya die tetap bangge, haha..).ni ha cik bedah gini ceritanya... aritu arina and kawan buatla sambutan for nadhirah's (windu awak =p) birthday.nak dijadikan cerita, saya pon dijemputla kan untuk membantu persiapan.saya dan mael diminta untuk menyalakan api for bbq ayam.atas desakan ekonomi indonesia yang mengalami sekatan minyak tanah (it is so hard to find minyak tanah in indonesia nowadays, surabaya especially,) saya dan mael pon mngambil keputusan untuk menyalakan arang pakai petrol instead of minyak tanah.gile genius tak? we are gifted future pharmacists kene la genius betul tak?.hahaha.. bangge sebentar. ok ok ok ok,, kitorang pegi la bawak peralatan ke loteng or in english the attic of arina n frens's home,(area umah arina umahnye rapat2 so takde yard), kipas, ayam, bbq dan lain.tak dilupakan the villain, the killing machine, the destroyer! PETROL juga dibawa naik.... mule2 nak nyala tu titis2 kan la sikit, tapi disebakan sifat kimia petrol yang mudah menguap tapi highly flammable, arang pon tak jadi2 nak nyala. saya dan mael hilang sabar. mael teros menuang petrol tu. api yang kecil langsung membesar dengan sihat dan kuat kuat dan langsung menerkam botol kaca yang masih penuh berisi petrol.akibat kepanasan dan keterkejutan yang melampau mael dengan tidak sengaja melepaskan botol kaca yang berisi petrol jatuh dan petrol pon mengalir dengan cepat.sang api bertambah gagah dan membesar.kami yang disitu menjadi bagai ibu ayam kehilangan anak dan ibu gajah kehilangan tanduknya.menjerit tak tentu hala sambil tangan mencapai harta benda yang mampu diselamat ka.tapi nasib baik arina pantas membawa air sebaldi untuk memadamkan api.dan api yang tadinya besar tewas.fuh nasib baik... selapas insiden tu, lutut saya cam dah takde. lemah gile. nak berdiri pon susah. haduii... nasib baik tak terbakar rumah orang...

ayam yang supposedly was going to be bbq'ed was fried instead.all hopes for the bbq was gone after the aftermath.all that was left was the corn that was supposed to be bbq'ed.but i still wanted to light the fire.to instil the flames of bbq'ing.so percubaan membuat arang pon dilakukan tapi di lokasi yang berbeza, dkt dpn umah arina, walaupun kecil tapi selamat.kali ini bahan bakarnya adalah spiritus(cecair berwarna ungu yang flammable,biasa digunakan di lab,).bagai nak rak kasut dan buku saya dan mael dan arina dan semuanya berusaha menyalakan api but to no avail.pastu tetibe makcik depan rumah kate, lebih kurang camni la,, '' kenapa tak pakai minyak tanah adik2 oi?'' '' tak jumpela minyak tanah,cik..(padahal mmg x carik pon,, hahaha,,)'' ''tu hah kat kedai depan tu ade jual minyak tanah.. ''... so kitorang pon belila minyak tanah.api pon menyala.jagung pon dibakar.perot pon kenyang hati pon senang.akhir kata cet btol la si minyak tanah tu.nyusahkan orang je.sumpah jadi minyak angin baru tau.cet cet cet cet cet.....!

(sian nad (windu awak =p) time party tu kene simbah dengan budak2 ni pakai air busuk, busuk gileeeee... ketiak kambing tak pakai deodoran pon tak sebusuk air tu saya rase.nak muntah.ewwww... but she looked happy.im happy for her.happy birthday dear nadhirah (windu awak =p).grow up big and strong and smart and healthy always! yeay!!)

btw. saya telah ditag oleh nadhirah.nanti la kapan saya rajin saya jawb soklan tag tu.sapela yang cipta mainan tag2 ni.nyusah kan orang btol.cubela main bola ke.futsal ke.tak pon carom.bestla sket.tapi disebabkan saya ni orangnye sporting lagi macho dan bergaya maskulin, saya pon main je la.tapi nanti bukan sekarang... nanti tau.. tunggu ye wak.. nanti saya datang.. tunggu tau.. bawah tiang lampu.. a'a.. lampu kuningla.. tapi biru pon tak pe... pink?.. pink pon bole... a'a.. dah la penat taip.. kuning?..kan tadi dah ckp kuning,pekak ke?... biru.. peninglaa... karate kang... .... ... .. .. (fade.)

in the end,love prevails.
HAIL HANA!

jenny don't be hasty (KISAH AJAIB HARI INI)

2008-04-22T19:19:00.001+07:00

today is Wednesday.the day of the reckoning.reckoning of what? reckoning of the reckoned.two days of exam has passed.and the result is i am left utterly unfulfilled.the reason is simple.i can't answer the papers and there is no one to be blamed except myself.though i am to be blamed,part of this commotion is maybe caused by my slight decrease of health.dengan kate lain saya juga tak sehat semalam,jadi saya tidak sempat nak study.demam.hadui.ni pon sekarang singgah cc jap.dua paper dah teruk.mikrobiologi.adusss.. and kimia sintesis.aduh.how long must i wait? when can i smell the scent of success? for long i have failed, if not because of myself alone and i am to be blamed.lain kali jangan last minute study lagi asyraf oii, awak dah semester 4 dah, dah beso... ni esok xm pon boleh pegi cc.hahaha...

KISAH AJAIB HARI INI,,,, nadhirah mohd.shakri telah mendarat di surabaya.die sgt sweet membawa saya ke klinik naik beca siang tadi.comel betul die.pastu dari klinik tetibe kitorang boleh sesat kat mall.entah camne ntah saya pon tak sedar.mule-mule nak tukar duit je, tetibe saya cakap ''awak kate nak beli jeans baru?,alang dah kat sini ayolah beli,'' so the story goes, we went to z*** to buy her new jeans.pastu tetibe plak kami boleh sampai kat cinema.tak pasal-pasal dah terbeli tiket.citer forbidden kingdom.tgk citer tu cam nak berkungfu jer rasenye.watchhhaaaaa~ son wukong berbulu emas! watchaaaa~!!! okay2-okay back to the story, habis tengok movie tak pasal-pasal nadhirah beli kasut baru, pastu tak pasal-pasal dah kat cc ni menulis post.saya pon tak faham.mungkin saya telah menembusi 'The Gate Of No Gates' seperti dalam citer forbidden kingdom.aneh pelik dan ajaib.bagaimana esok adalah hari ujian namun saya boleh keluar menonton sambil pergi ke klinik? aneh sekali.saya takkan melupakan hari ini (lebih-lebih lagi kalau esok tak bole jawab, hehehe,).

oklah, post pendek je la.pendek-pendek tapi ajaib.haha.. dah penat ni,tak larat dah nak taip. demaaammmm.....

wishing myself luck for the exams.amiiinnn...

in the end, love prevails.
HAIL HANA

Cimex Lectularis dan Berbagai Kisah Lain

2008-04-18T17:17:00.000+07:00

testis/testicle- The testicle (from Latin testis, meaning "witness",^[1] plural testes) is the male generative gland in animals. (Wikipedia)

the word testis in latin means ''witness''.which roughly means(i think) if you want to say ''oh my god! i'm a witness!,'' in latin,it should sound something like this ''oh my god! i'm a testis!,''.sangat-sangatlah cool.haha.nasib baik bahase latin hanyalah digunakan dalam bidang ilmu dan tidak digunakan dalam komunikasi sehari-hari.kalau tak banyaklah test(is) berada di mahkamah atau di tempat-tempat yang sewaktu dengannya.come to think of it,why does the male generative gland in animals called a witness? saya pon tak faham.mungkin kerana ia ada dua biji macam mata.hence the word witness.maybe.......

tadi pegi cuci motorku yang comel.die semakin comel.dah berkilat putih bersih.yeaaa!before cuci motor tadi lepak-lepak kat bilikku sambil study kimia sintesis sampai tertido.before that lagi pegi kelas.before that lagi pergi melancong ke paris dan bertemu rod stewart dan mengusap-ngusap janggutnya.dan rod pon berkate ''asyraf,itulah kasih mok kasih pok pado anok'', pastu pastu pastuuuuu.... saya pon berkate ''ikat jangan tak ikat,ingatlah orang yang tersayang!!!'' (apelah yang aku merepek ni wahai sodara sodari).itulah aktivitiku hari ini di surabaya yang tercinta,selain berjumpa rod stewart dan pergi ke paris,semuanya benar-benar belaka.oh lagi satu pagi tadi saya cuci selimut saya yang dah dah hampir satu semester setngah tak cuci, mak aih, hitam giler air cucian dia,, macam kopi kaw-kaw punye wooo.. giler la, patutla saya gatal-gatal je keje.

lebih kurang camni la rupe moto saya,tapi ni waktu die mude,now dah tue,cucu lima,buatan 1990, 4th hand.

speaking about gatal-gatal, around the end of last month if i'm not mistaken,i experienced some 'gatal-gatal', so i told la abang sepol which is a medical student.he told me it might be caused by ticks.so he went to my room and did a check up on my anus, eh salah, my mattress, and you know what he fouuunnnddd????!!! jeng jeng jeng!!!! a bed bug! or Cimex lectularius. kurang hajar punye cimex lectularis, selambe je duduk kat tilam orang, dahla isap darah aku, penat-penat aku makan membina tubuh yang sihat, suke-suke ati die je isap, dah la tak bayar, tak mintak izin lagi.dasar haiwan tak sopan.tak hensem pulak tu.ni gambar-gambar si cimex tu,

nilah gambar-gambar makhluk yang meminum darahku itu.tapi gambar-gambar ni saya amik kat wikipedia la.kalau dah hisap darah die jadi gemok.die ni seekor parasit.nasib baik yang dekat tilam saya tu tak sempat beranak-pinak, baru sekor je, kalau tak mungkin nasib saya seperti ini,

wooo,, nasib baik.nasibku baik.parah woo tangan orang tu,merah-merah,mesti gatal gile,saya yang sekor gigit pon dah gatal cam buaya darat. wooooo..... Cimex lectularius, si penghisap darah yang kejam dan gatal.hati-hatilah... moral of the story, jaga kebersihan bilik anda. kalau taaak.. jeng jeng jeng!

one story leads to another but i still miss her.jiwang gak aku nih ek.melankolik dan sentimental tapi bukan mentally retarded.hahaha.. die datang surabaya ahad niee,, yeay! boleh jumpe! hahaha..

i think this is it ladies and gentlemen, this is where the hero dies and the birds fly, this is where the groom kisses the bride, this is where the hunter catches the prey,this is where the father says goodbye,this is the end of this post.hope we all remain happy and to those people who are now faced with sadness, may it pass by them.life is a lesson learned every moment you live it,learn or perish my friends.

in the end,love prevails.
HAIL HANA

this is a test (is)

2008-04-17T21:15:00.000+07:00

in the name of God most most gracious most merciful.

this is a start of something great.i can feel it.this blog is going to be the epitome of blogs all over the world.people will read it.adore it.sing it.recite it.this blog will rule the world.beware earthlingsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss (tarik nafas) sssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss....

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test test (is) (is)

testis/testicle- The testicle (from Latin testis, meaning "witness",^[1] plural testes) is the male generative gland in animals. (Wikipedia)

hahaha.. sungguh.. sungguh.. sesungguhnya tak ada kata yang dapat mendeskripsikan kesenangan hatiku di saat ini.blog pertama saya setelah tujuh belas blog yang telah saya hasilkan.oh senang sekali.actually i've only written four blogs with an average of five posts per blog.haha.. im not a constant blogger nor am i a constant gardener (maksud kamu apa??!).and i've deleted three of them.then all of a sudden i feel an urge to write again (actually my hanahird(she's the love) influenced me).so i wrote laaaa....

and im not here to write about test(is).this post is just a test.my test post and again not my test(is).my test(is) is tucked safe in its rightful place.then again, i think it is not a crime to define the word test(is) because not all of us know the meaning of that word.hence the definition above.

okay okay.cukuplah bercerita tentang test(is).eh jap2... bercakap tentang test(is) tanpa (is), isnin nanti saya ada ujian tengah semester.sangatlah malas diriku untuk mendudukinya,apatah lagi mendirikannya,namun apa daya,saya terpaksa.jadi,saya amatlah berharap saudara/saudari memberikan sokongan dan doa kepada saya agar terus sukses dan menjadi farmasis yang dapat menjana ekonomi negara dan membantu masyarakat setempat.

seterusnya, nadhirah binti mohd.shakri, ketahuilah anda amat saya sayangi.kamu nun jauh di sana.harap kamu sentiasa bahagia.kanda senatiasa merindui dinda.tak kira dimana jua anda berada.cepatlah pulang dan buatku bahagia.

oh, i am strapped for cash.hutang keliling leher.nak tercekik dah ni.pinggang ok lagi,tak tecekik.hehehe.i need money.nak beli amp and effect.arghhhh....

oklah, enough for my first post.tidak ada yang menarik sebenarnya.semoga saja and terhibur.teruskan bersama kami, di waktu dan hari yang sama.haha..

in the end, love prevails.
HAIL HANA!