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the year 2008 in photos

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there was a storm.

sometimes you question the choices life gave you.the cards that life hands you.you play the game.you try your best.make the best out of it.but sometimes you wonder.what did you do to deserve these choices that you have to choose? i'd rather not having a choice than having to choose and end up making the wrong choice.

wrong choices.i have made many.one of them i have made recently was deciding to choose to eat penyet at cak gendut karang menjangan.i could have opted for other penyets.but i chose cak gendut due to other penyets over crowdedness.so off we(nadhirah and i) walked to cak gendut.and we ate.and we discovered that the sambal tasted funny.masam.dah basi.but i already ate about a tonne of it.it was actually nadhirah who realized the basiness of the sambal.me, sorry to say, i am a pig of an eater, i will eat everything in my path, even sambal basi without realising it's basi until someone tells me that its basi.to make it short, the next day (hari ahad minggu lalu) as i woke up, and as a result of eating the sambal penyet basi farkenness ''cak gendut mmg gendut aku nak bom kau satu hari nanti ade ke pegi serve sambal basi takde otak ke kau cak gendut oiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii'' (emosi), there was a storm churning in my fucken gut. a storm who goes by the name of cirit-birit, diarrhea, mencret dan lain2 yang menggambarkan keadaan yang mane kite harus ke toilet 8juta kali setiap jam.yes, i got diarrhea.talk about bad timing.(nadhirahku juga turut diserang,cian hawwak)

bad timing.yepp.dah la besok start minggu exam.aku diare pulak.beaaaauuuuuutiful.but as an optimistic fool of a person, i hoped that it would only last for one day.i hoped.but sometimes there are somethings that you can never control.the 'storm' lasted for 4 days and 3 nights.oh the pain.my exams.i didn't study at all.i can't.i was weak.most of my time was spent going in out of the toiliet.vomiting also was not a pleasant experience.i cursed cak gendut (salah sendiri jgk,sape suruh makan kat tempat aneh2,). i tried to study but i fell asleep, i was so weak, i only woke up to go to the toilet.sangat2 menyeksakan.berjuta ubat telah ku telan,namun tiada efek,berbungkus2 oralit telah ku minum namun aku tetap saje penat.haih.and at the exam hall, i cant focus on the papers because of the storm in my gut.adoiii.and exam aku pon hancus, sumer paper sepanjang isnin,selasa,dan rabu hancur sumernyeee.arghhhhh, damn you cak gendut.


but as of thursday morning.im all better.(bagus betul ko diare ek,dah cuti baru nak baik,aduhh).

and the feeling when i went to the toilet for the first time.

was an utter bliss.

it was sweet.

as i gave all my efforts to empty my coffers.

i can feel that i am full again.

it came out hard but it was all worth it.


haha. best betul dapat berak normal!!!
(sorry tak tau nak cakap macamane, tapi aku betul2 bersyukur dapat berak normal balik, legaa..)

now, after the storm.i have learnt so many lessons.i have learnt to appreciate health.i have learnt to seize the time that i still have.i have learnt to be wise in my choices.and the single most important lesson, that we all should hate cak gendut and his army of sambal masam beracun.bom cak gendut!!! yah yah yah!!!

alhamdulillah.yang lepas biarkan berlalu.(but not cak gendut,haha)

arghhh... mak tak tahan nak berakkkk!!

in the end, love prevails.


my little sister!

happy bday pikah sayang
ko dah 16 tahun
semoga ko sukses slalu
syg ko

aku tak suke buat tag. tapi terpokso la.haha

aku menjawab tag sebab hawakku suruh.baiklah.

1. What is the relationship of you and him/her?

''i'll be your daddy,your brother,your lover and your little boy,'' (petikan dari lagu Mr.Big - Daddy,Brother,Lover,Little Boy). maksudnye adalah i'll be everything she wants and anyone she needs.i love her without any particular reason.hail hana.

2. Your 5 impressions towards him/her.

  1. she's the sweetest little thing.
  2. she's strong and i admire her.
  3. smart and witty.
  4. she's a really hardworking person. she knows her goals. and will do anything to achieve it.
  5. sensitive maybe? but i don't care.

3. The most memorable things he/she had done for you.

entahla.byk sangat. but there was a couple of times, when i have my hands on too many things, she helped me with that. even when she's busy. and she's willing to embrace me with all my imperfectness. hail hana.

4. The most memorable things he/she have said to you?

everyday she will never forget to tell me those magic words and how much i mean to her.

5. If he/she become your lover, you will…

be her lover.haha

6. If he/she become your enemy, you will…

seduce or should i say persuade her to being allies again.haha

7. If he/she become your lover, he has to improve his/her...

cooking skills, haha

8. If he/she become your enemy, the reason is…

we are in a play where i'm james bond and she's the sexy female villain.haha

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?

make her heart burst. be her guiding light. be good.

10. The overall impression of him/her is…


11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?

''die ni hensem betul la, dah la pakai topi mase kat pizza birthday yana hari tu, fuiyoo!'' lebih kurang macam tu la gamaknye.

12. The character of you for yourself is?

moderate, tergopoh gapah, quality than quantity

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?

tergopoh gapah, wrong timing

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?

the ideal me

15. For the people who likes you, say something about them.

i want u guys to make this tag tu. tapi tukar, him yang dimaksudkan di sini adalah saye. haha. padan muke korang.

16. Ten people to tag:

  1. pak din drebar teksi kuning batu pahat dengan ucapan '' wei pak din! utang bayar bulan depan ye!''
  2. din beramboi dengan ucapan '' din ko hensem la, aku suke majalah ujang!''
  3. rahim ma'arop
  4. rahim kajai
  5. brahim's rempah rendang instan
  6. rahim wanita. lho koq?
  7. mak aku dengan ucapan ''mak buat la blog, boleh kite saling mengetag!''
  8. ajis ( sape ajis?)
  9. najis ajis (sape ajis? die ade najis ke?)
  10. najis adik ajis (adik ajis boleh menajis? pelik bin ajais!)

17. Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?

haha. din beramboi dengan lady d kot. yang dalam majalah ujang tu. tak pon die single lagi kot. hensem sangat.

18. Is no. 3 a male or a female?

male semale-male nya.male ye bukan e-mail.

19. If no. 7 and no. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?

eh aku sepak kang org buat tag ni. kuang ajo btol. mak sorry mak. i labiu.

20. How about no.5 and no.8?

boleh2. no 5 masuk perot no 8. aku pon nak sikit. boleh tak ajis? janganla kedekut. pastu setelah di proses dalam no 8, no 5 pon jadi la no 9. canggih siot.

21. What is no. 1 studying about?

buku panduan mngambil ujian lesen L kot. tak penah pass sebab ujian zaman skrang pakai kompiuter, pak din belum cinta IT. haha.

22. Is no. 4 single?

ntahla. cube la check status die kat friendster. dah tau bagitau aku.

23. Say something about no. 6

haha. try search kay wikipedia. uterus. tgk ape kata die. dah tau wat la post.

sekian terima kasih.sori if adae menyinggung pihak2 tertentu.semuanya fiksi2 belaka.hehe