30.9.08

raya is here but i'm not there ( at home )

waduh. waduh.

these days time seems to travel at a pace which can cause neck breaks. sheetsamagic. i blink blink. already a month of fasting. and now it's already hari raya. whoa.

whoa. whoa.

i'm actually a little excited about this year's hari raya. but not the normal euphoric im so happy i'm gonna go faint kind of excitement. nope. it's none of that. im exicitingly unexcited. i'm not saying that i'm not happy. i'm happy,for one reason that i'm still alive and i got through fasting month quite well. it's just that this year i'm not going to celebrate raya with my family. and this happens to be the first. i've never been away from home (it's where my heart is, which is not in hot hot surabaya) on hari raya. hence the excitingly unexcitedness.

waduh. waduh.

one thing that makes raya at home the best is the fact that i'm surrounded with people that knows me best. people that i'm willing to give up my vital organs for. people that i happen to love and be loved back. my family. nothing compares to the happiness and calmness that you get by being at home with mom and dad and brothers and sisters on raya morning. the togetherness is sheer beauty.

whoa. whoa.

no matter how much you pay for a meal at the most expensive restaurant, it will always remain a fact for me that home is you get the best food. especially the food that mom and aunties and uncles and cousins cooked together on the eve of raya at granma's house. ketupat, rendang, kuih lopes cicah air gula melaka, sambal kacang, dodol, wajik, serunding bla bla, you name it. we got it.
it seems that this year i'm going to miss all that. sheets.

waduh. waduh.
but all in all. i'm not sad. why? i don't know. maybe because i personally view this as a test of endurance.haha. endurance la sgt. mcm aku sorang je tak balik kampung. haha.

maybe some of you are wondering why the hell on heaven aku tak balik kampung kali ni. blame airasia. tiket mahal sangat. my mom kate duduk je kat surabaya. study. haha. and also because of the length of the holiday is too short ( 1 week je, tak sempat buat pape dah habis cuti, baik tak payah btol x?)

okla, enough with the sentimental stuff. i think i'm going to be fine. with a little help from my friends and my jantungmaniswanita, im going to be fine. haha.

akhir kata. selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin.

**btw, taun nie, tambah kurang family aku yg beraya kat kampung, abg. aja beraye kat maldives (seorang chef yg berjaya), aku plak beraya kat indon (seorang mahasiswa yang nyawa2 ikan), juge akan berkurang lah bajet makcik2 aku untuk duit raye, suke la diorang tu, dapat saving taun ni.haha.

in the end, love prevails.
HAIL HANA

22.9.08

kerepotan kulit

OH!!! tak kusangka dah hampir 4 tahun dah aku belajar kat indon ni.
4 tahun. 1 year pre-u kat bandung and 3 years in surabaya studying pharmacy. one year left to go insya-allah amin.huhu,

dan sebagai orang yang dah lama di indonesia ni, sudah menjadi kewajiban untuk saya berkongsi about the differences that i noticed in the language, i mean, between bahasa melayu and bahasa indonesia, about some words that have the same sound but different meaning altogether, haha, mende la aku merepek ni,

(sebenarnye dah takde idea sgt nak buat post, im posting for the sake of posting, not that im a postman, no, im just a poster, no no, not a poster on the wall, but a poster who post posts on a four-poster bed, wtf? haha, merepek lagi.)

ok la, lurus ke sasaran la (straight to the point, direct translation,haha)

some words, like
seronok in bahasa melayu maksud die suka, happy, bahagia, gembira, dan perasaan yang sewaktu dengannya lah kan,
but in bahasa indonesia,
seronok means, suka, bahagia, happy etc. too, but in a pervertish kind of way.

example. in bahasa malaysia, one might ask '' bagaimana kadir, seronok permainan bolanya?''
and one might answer ''seronok!'' to express his/her happyness.
but in bahasa indonesia, one might use seronok like this ''bagaimana kadir, seronok permainan bolanya?'' and one might think of a different ball game, not the game of 11 men chasing one ball, but a game of balls.magnificient.

another word that i notice that also possess this kind of quality,( haha, gile la! ayat macam dalam buku farmakologi katzung la, eh, aku sebut name buku la, ajaib!) is
repot.
if in bahasa malaysia pasar
repot means to report, atau melaporkan.
but in bahasa indonesia
repot means susah.

hence in bahasa malaysia, one might say, ''wahai kadir, berani kau menampar lututku, akn ku
repot ke ibu ku, waaaa~ (nangis~)'', dengan maksud untuk melaporkan perbuatan kadir ke ibunya.
unlikewise (perosak bahasa inggeris, haha), in bahasa indonesia one might say '' wahai kadir. beraninya kamu menapar lututku, akan ku repot ke ibu ku, waaa~''. mesej yang tersampai adalah dia akan susah ke ibunya gara2 kadir telah menampar lututnya.merepek sekali.

dan jika kata
repot itu sendiri ditambah imbuhan awalan dan akhiran ''ke-an'' maksud yang berbeda/berbeza akan tersampaikan.

contoh. ''akibat ditampar majidi, muka husaini mengalami kerepotan kulit,''. dan di sini mesej yang tersampai adalah kulit husaini jadi kerepot kerana ditampar majidi.
tapi kalau dalam bahasa indonesia, yang difahami adalah, husaini mengalami kesusahan kulit akibat tamparan majidi.

seterusnya adalah tiada lagi. bukan. bukan tiada lagi. bukan kata2 tiada lagi yang kumaksudkan , melainkan sudah tiada lagi kata2 yang ingin ku sampaikan. laa... bengong betulla kalian ini, bukan kata2 sudah tiada lagi. tapi tiada lagi. sudah habis. laaa, tak pham bahase betulla beruk ni, dah habis. aku dah takde idea nak tulis ape ni. pahe dok? (pahe as in paham, bukan
paket hemat.)

sekian terima kasih.

minggu depan raye.
yeaaay! and not yeaaay!

yeay because raye la, sape tak suke.
not yeay because tak balik raye.
haha.

sekian sajela post yang lahir dari kepale ku yang bengong ini.
muchas gracias adios amigos pelontos (bahasa indonesia untuk botak).

in the end, love prevails.
HAIL HANA

20.9.08

sick song.

ERIC CLAPTON - Cocaine




menganga.

16.9.08

IM ALWAYS LATE

biar lambat asal selamat.

selamat tu selamat la.

tapi selamat ke kalau lambat?

haha.

dah banyak kali aku miss klas pasal bgn lambat.

cet cet.

kelas pukul 7 pagi.

pukul 7 pagi baru bangon.

siap2 secepat mungkin.

sampai kampus pukul 7.14 pagi, tgk pintu ruangan lecture dah tutup.

dah ade lecturer dah.

malu nak masuk,takot kene sound.

kelas pukul 9 pagi.

pukul 9 pagi baru bangon.

haih. berulang kisah 7 pagi.

kene berubah ni.

dah 3 weeks kuliah bermula.

belum ade lagi week yang aku penuh pegi lecture.

lebih-lebih lagi lecture pagi.

haih.

ayoh!

set kan hati set kan minda.

dan jangan lupe set alarm clock skali.

pasti bisa.

bisa ular sawa.

13.9.08

berlakunya tahi (shit happens)


shit happens. at shitty times. list of some shitty things that have happened to me.

1. 1st day of ospek '08(newbies orientation) - im alone in the middle of nowhere in surabaya at 3 in the morning and im out of gas.after quite a long search,managed to find a petrol station.tried to open the seat of my super cool macam nak roboh 18 year old honda motorcycle to access the gas tank.tak boleh bukak.sebab die punye locking mechanism dah jammed.tak boleh isi minyak.how to go home? nak tak nak knela bertukang kejap sorang2 kat stesen minyak tu. haih. ''mas, ada obeng (screwdriver) gak?'' so i asked the worker. after about one and a half hour of mencungkil dan merosakkan motor sendiri, i managed to get access to the gas tank by detaching the seat of my bike.nasib baik ada obeng.kalau tak berkhemah la aku kat stesen minyak malam tu.haih.

2. 2nd day of ospek (mmg malang betul nasib aku hujung minggu tu, entahla labuu..) the next day after the stesen minyak incident, i went to ospek again.sebab tak tau nak wat ape kat bilik.i decided to go by angkot(a form of public transport here in indonesia, a modified minivan) sebab aku merajuk with my bike, tak nak bawak die lagi.hahaha, and of course because i can't precisely remember the road to get to the venue (one of my many flaws, aku susah nak ingat jalan.haih.).so aku pon tahan la sebijik angkot wk, (pahadal sebelum tu dah berapa kali nad cakap naik angkot w, amendela aku nih.) tanye kat si drebar angkot tu, ''mas, ini bisa ke gwk(nama landmark nak ke venue ospek) gak?'' he said ''yahuuuuuuu!!!''( actually he just said ''yes'', takde kejer drebar angkut nak jerit2). dalam angkut tu dah la mcam sardin.di sela2 kesardinan itu aku menoleh ke luar jendela. lain macam je jalan die. aku sesat. konfem. tapi tadi si drebar tu cakap pegi gwk. ataupun die pekak, die ingat aku tanye die ''mas ini angkut wk?'', tu la pasal die cakap ye. haih. aku terus berhenti setelah hampir sejam jadi sardin.punye la lame aku nak sedar aku sesat. last2 pegi naik teksi je. kambing betul.

3. aku penah bakar rumah aku waktu aku kecik2 dulu.haha.

4. pecahkan skrin laptop oki.dengan tidak sengaja ok. tersenggol sikit je. skrin langsung pecah dgn ekstrim. sangat shit. kene ganti laptop baru. punah harapan nak beli hp baru.huhu,

5. this one time, waktu aku tgh nak parking kat tempat parking kampus, aku terpress minyak motor yang dalam position 1st gear. terlanggar motor kat depan aku, motor die masuk longkang besar. bahagian depan jela. nasib baik bukan the whole freaking bike. kalau tak karam la moto tu di dasar longkang.haha. n nasib baik takde kerosakan di motor tersebut, cume mudguard die pecah sket yang menurut sang pemilik motor mmg dah sedia pecah. im so goddamn lucky.haha.

6. on a bus, kl-bp journey - tiket banyak dah habis.sbb beli on the spot before balik.so i had to go on this crappy bus. just a few people on board.nak dijadikan kisah adela sorang pakcik tue pembohong ni.tgh sedap2 aku melayan blues sorang2. tibe2 die duduk kat seat seberang aku. borak2. he seemed kinda nice at first. and interesting. sebab die nampak macam slekeh a.k.a mcm traveler yg wise, haha. and i liked his shoes. the kind of shoes that you won't find in malls. a pair of leather boots. ragged and dirty. haha. tibeh je. okla mule2 die borak2 la. antara yang aku paling ingat die cakap kalau aku tinggal kat asrama mesti aku jadik mangse orang2 gay. aku gelak2 jela. padahal dalam hati dah menyumpah2 dah pakcik tu. ok2. nak dijadikan cerita. die tetiba puji2 jam tgn aku. (jam swatch murah je, tapi time tu bagi aku yang masih muda belia, rm250 tu mahal ok,) die suruh aku bukak. die nak usha. aku mule2 tak nak bagi la. tapi die dok merayu2. aku pon termakan pujukannya dan jatuh ke rangkulannya.haha. ok2, pastu aku pon bagila die tgk. die cakap jam tu gempak la, berat la, ori la, ape kejadah lagi ntah. aku pon ye kan je la. die tanye harga, aku cakap org bg. pastu die bg jam tu balik kat aku. dan meninggalkan aku.kejap je la.tak lama kemudian die dtg balik.die mintak lagi jam aku.aku pon bagi(buduh btol la,huhu) ckp die nak pinjam jam aku.aku ckp tak nak la.pastu tibe2 die bg aku cincin emas, suruh bagi kat mak. aku ckp taknak la. die ckp die nak tukar cincin tu dgn jam aku. die kate die nak pinjam jam tu kejap je. cincin tu sbg cagaran. die ckp kalau aku nak balik jam aku, dtg je stesen bas petang2, die ade. die pinjam kejap je jam tu. aku pon termakan pujukan die. after a week aku pon pegi la cari die kat stesen bas. tak jmpe. a few weeks after that.cari lagi die.no sign of him. aku pon malas dah nak layan die, aku pon jual la cincin tu kat kedai emas. dapat rm150 je. haih.


**tu jelah antara kisah menarik hidupku ini.haha.moral of the story berhati2lah dan selalu lah berfikir sebelum bertindak.jangan jadi macam diriku ini yang sangat hanky panky dory tergopoh tergapah terpapah papah. haha,

mbekkkkkkkk mbeekkkk mbekkk kambingku bernyanyi~ (dengan irama lagu kereta kecilku)

oh btw ade bad news, ari tu aku pegi kedai gitar, dengan harapan untuk mentry si merah gitar epiphone impian ku, (thanks to miss hird krn memberi saran hari itu,hehe) , tapi ternyata gitar tersebut, mengalami kerosakan. neck pick-up die tak berfungsi. aku kecewa.haha. so aku pon skrg dah bertukar target gitar nak beli. gitar murah je. it's either squire of cort. i think im goin for cort. sbb die lagi murah but the quality is better, according to the mas at the shop. huhu.

all in all, all is good. enjoy life. fasting makes things go faster.

in the end , love prevails.
HAIL HANA

6.9.08

SUMPAH PANAS BANGAT

surabaya.oh surabaya.your suns stings my skin.im afraid to go out.i fear of ruining my complexion.hahaha,

sumpah, surabaya semakin lame semakin panas.giler.kol 10pg suhu dah mencapai 45 darjah celcius (kat termometer rosak la,haha) tapi pokoknya mmg panas cam bontot anjing la.kadang2 (selalu kot?haha) nak kuar pegi kuliah pon malas.kan best kalau ade jalan berbumbung dari rumah aku pergi kampus.mesti aku bertambah rajin pegi kelas (yakin ke kamu akn rajin asyraf?).hahaha,

dah la puase, *cobaan*

oh selamat berpuasa! belum wish lagi. semoga ramadan kali ini membawa berkah ke kehidupan kite, amin.

ermm.. pasal besday party aku, yang dah lame aku cakap ak cerita. haaa.. hari tu, nadhirah with some help from her friends, telah berjaya membuat besday party untuk aku di pizza hut galaxy.hehe, thanks to sumer yang datang. tak penah org wat besday perty sy, time kecik2 penah la. huhu. erharu sgt2.

dapat adiah, alrm clock from ezy n huda, fren bg cactus yg ganas dan berduri (i named 'em bronco spikus, yeah!), pastu dapat soft toys from oki n teah n syamir. thanks sumer.tak penah dapat byk present mcm ni seumur hidupku.daku amat berterima kasih.

and thanks hana hird for making all this happen. love u.

btw as on today, we're 1 year and 3months and counting on and on.hehehe.

love you because of who you are.

in the end,love prevails.
HAIL HANA