there was a storm.

sometimes you question the choices life gave you.the cards that life hands you.you play the game.you try your best.make the best out of it.but sometimes you wonder.what did you do to deserve these choices that you have to choose? i'd rather not having a choice than having to choose and end up making the wrong choice.

wrong choices.i have made many.one of them i have made recently was deciding to choose to eat penyet at cak gendut karang menjangan.i could have opted for other penyets.but i chose cak gendut due to other penyets over crowdedness.so off we(nadhirah and i) walked to cak gendut.and we ate.and we discovered that the sambal tasted funny.masam.dah basi.but i already ate about a tonne of it.it was actually nadhirah who realized the basiness of the sambal.me, sorry to say, i am a pig of an eater, i will eat everything in my path, even sambal basi without realising it's basi until someone tells me that its basi.to make it short, the next day (hari ahad minggu lalu) as i woke up, and as a result of eating the sambal penyet basi farkenness ''cak gendut mmg gendut aku nak bom kau satu hari nanti ade ke pegi serve sambal basi takde otak ke kau cak gendut oiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii'' (emosi), there was a storm churning in my fucken gut. a storm who goes by the name of cirit-birit, diarrhea, mencret dan lain2 yang menggambarkan keadaan yang mane kite harus ke toilet 8juta kali setiap jam.yes, i got diarrhea.talk about bad timing.(nadhirahku juga turut diserang,cian hawwak)

bad timing.yepp.dah la besok start minggu exam.aku diare pulak.beaaaauuuuuutiful.but as an optimistic fool of a person, i hoped that it would only last for one day.i hoped.but sometimes there are somethings that you can never control.the 'storm' lasted for 4 days and 3 nights.oh the pain.my exams.i didn't study at all.i can't.i was weak.most of my time was spent going in out of the toiliet.vomiting also was not a pleasant experience.i cursed cak gendut (salah sendiri jgk,sape suruh makan kat tempat aneh2,). i tried to study but i fell asleep, i was so weak, i only woke up to go to the toilet.sangat2 menyeksakan.berjuta ubat telah ku telan,namun tiada efek,berbungkus2 oralit telah ku minum namun aku tetap saje penat.haih.and at the exam hall, i cant focus on the papers because of the storm in my gut.adoiii.and exam aku pon hancus, sumer paper sepanjang isnin,selasa,dan rabu hancur sumernyeee.arghhhhh, damn you cak gendut.

...........tenang.

but as of thursday morning.im all better.(bagus betul ko diare ek,dah cuti baru nak baik,aduhh).

and the feeling when i went to the toilet for the first time.

was an utter bliss.

it was sweet.

as i gave all my efforts to empty my coffers.

i can feel that i am full again.

it came out hard but it was all worth it.

sweet.

haha. best betul dapat berak normal!!!
(sorry tak tau nak cakap macamane, tapi aku betul2 bersyukur dapat berak normal balik, legaa..)

now, after the storm.i have learnt so many lessons.i have learnt to appreciate health.i have learnt to seize the time that i still have.i have learnt to be wise in my choices.and the single most important lesson, that we all should hate cak gendut and his army of sambal masam beracun.bom cak gendut!!! yah yah yah!!!

alhamdulillah.yang lepas biarkan berlalu.(but not cak gendut,haha)

arghhh... mak tak tahan nak berakkkk!!

in the end, love prevails.
HAIL HANA